A New Tomorrow by ILK

Written by: I.L.K. [iluvkoreanovela]

Chapter 1: Kenneth & Nicole. 3

Chapter 2: Warren and Nicole. 4

Chapter 3: Nicole & Kenneth’s homecoming. 6

Chapter 4: Family Ties. 10

Chapter 5: Lovely Morning. 12

Chapter 6: Popular Motivator 13

Chapter 7: Driving Lessons 101. 13

Chapter 8: Baseball Training 102. 13

Chapter 9: Alfresco Dining 103. 13

Chapter 10: Maybe This Time …... 13

Chapter 11: That’s What Friends Are For …... 13

Chapter 12: You Are So Beautiful To Me …... 13

Chapter 13: “Return to Seoul…”. 13

Chapter 14: “Return to Singleness”. 13

Chapter 15: “Return to Sincerity…”. 13

Cast of Characters:
Kenneth Yun (Jang Dong Gun)
Nicole Jin (Chae Rim)
Warren Kim
Cielo
Mr. Roger Yun
Mr. George Jin
Auntie Alma
Mrs. Andrea Yun
Kevin Yun

Chapter 1: Kenneth & Nicole

It was already in the middle of fall, almost nearing winter, when Kenneth Yun received a phone call from his father that morning. He was informed that his half-brother Kevin has taken ill, and his father wishes for him to come home and visit his ailing kid brother. The boy is only 12 years old but was already tall for his age and is a handsome young lad, much like his elder brother. Kenneth readily agreed since the baseball season was already over and once again, his team: the Seoul Super Stars (S.S.S.) emerged as champions for the year.

“Okay dad, I’ll make sure to come how this week-end. It’s been a long time since I last visited Daegu city. And believe it or not dad, I’m starting to miss home a lot; especially now that it’s getting really cold and sad and boring being alone here in the capital city.” Kenneth told his dad over the phone.

“I’m glad to hear that son. But really, are you sure? Did I hear it right? You said you are starting to miss our hometown already? How come? When all this time, ever since you finished high school, all you intended to do was to get out of our city. Because as you said, there’s nothing much going on here; unlike there in Seoul wherein you are always in the “thick of things” or “in the limelight!” His father was quite surprised by Kenneth’s comments that he started to tease him a bit.

“I don’t know dad, maybe I’m starting to feel the “burn out” from playing in the baseball league since my college days, and on to the professional league. Maybe I need a change of pace somehow.” Kenneth retorted.

“Well then, that’s good to hear son. At least now I know that you haven’t forgotten your “roots” and where you came from. Remember, you are the pride of our city and I’m sure all the people here will be eager to see you again as well.” His dad affirmed.

“By the way, how about your ‘league of fans’ and ‘long list of admirers’ there; won’t they miss you very much? Are you sure you have no other schedules or obligations there that you need to attend to?” The senior Mr. Roger Yun inquired.

“Don’t worry dad. Everything’s been taken cared of by our team’s manager. I already informed them that I shall have a longer vacation this time. I’m taking advantage of the ‘off-season’ to get my much deserved “R&R” Kenneth answered smilingly.

“Okay son, I’ll just see you then over the week-end. Have a safe trip home. I’ll inform your brother and step-mother that you’ll be coming home. They are both eager to see you too.”

Kenneth interrupted his dad before he hung up the phone. “Dad, you may tell Auntie Andrea but please don’t tell Kevin yet. I would like to surprise him when I come home. Araso?” he said this upon ending their phone conversation.

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Kenneth is the star player of the baseball team: the Seoul Super Stars. He has been a part of the team for almost four years now. He was a first draft pick in his rookie year. He rose to fame with his excellence in his games and for being an all-around player. This year was finally the year when he became the primary pitcher, thus his popularity and vitality in the team has grown immensely.

Not to mention the throng of fans that would always line-up and watch him play, especially the ladies. He was indeed considered a ‘prize-catch’ since he is tall and handsome, with a well-toned physique and of course his impressive baseball skills would always be displayed in each game.

He was also regarded as a well-mannered player, thus he was even given the nickname: “Mr. Kenneth Cool” for he would always remain cool and calm and collected even under pressure.

He comes from a well-to-do family because his father, Mr. Roger Yun, owns a textile manufacturing company in Daegu. This city is well-known for its textile industry, and his father’s company: Daegu Garments (D.G.) produces a huge chunk or a large part of the market, supplying to well known clothing companies all over the country.

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Ms. Nicole Jin, the face of countless magazine covers and the image behind several product endorsements, was always expected to be the picture of beauty and elegance personified. But somehow, that late evening, the former Prom Queen and “Princess of Daegu City” was feeling sick and horrible. Not even the ‘funny antics and corny jokes’ of her ‘road manager cum personal assistant’ and good friend Cielo could bring a slight smile to her face.

“What happened earlier tonight, Nicole?” How come you look so horrible? As if ‘heaven and earth’ collided and landed on top of your head!” Cielo was once again musing with extreme exaggeration with her booming voice and facial expressions.

“I don’t want to talk about it Cielo. Please stop asking and just help me do something about this splitting headache!” Nicole replied with exasperation and irritation in her voice as she raised her hands to let her fingers comb over her unruly hair.
“Hey, wait a minute, where’s your engagement ring? How come it’s not on your finger? Didn’t you say that you will never remove it? Or that Warren told you not to remove it, even when you are doing your photo shoots and modeling stints.” Cielo asked with a puzzled look.

Upon hearing those words, Nicole suddenly burst into tears. Suddenly, Cielo knew for sure that her friend’s disposition had something to do with Warren. Perhaps they had a major fight that night that’s why she looked so horrible. But how intense could their argument have been that it prompted her to remove the engagement ring she received from him?

“Nicole, if you want to talk about it, I’m just here, ready and willing to listen” she said this as she patted Nicole’s shoulder and back in an attempt to comfort and console her.

“Cielo, it’s all over.” That was all Nicole was able to say as she once again started to cry. Her eyes already red and swollen from all the crying she did that disastrous night.

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Chapter 2: Warren and Nicole

Warren Kim is also a top fashion model, same as Nicole Jin. They met several times during fashion shows and they would always bump into each other in these fashion events. Soon enough, they became friends, until their relationship grew and bloomed into something more special. They were officially a ‘couple’ since last year and many people in their circle approved their ‘tandem’ because they did look extremely well together.

They were soon regarded as the “Prince and Princess of the Ramp” as they would often pose as the “Bride and Groom” during the grand finale portion of fashion events, which showcased the designers’ best wedding collections.

However, there were also those who were not so happy with their ‘team-up’ and would make malicious talks and careless whispers behind their back. Most verbal assaults were directed at Nicole because some of the other female models grew envious of her. She was a fast-rising supermodel and they would often comment that Nicole was just advancing in her career because of Warren.

They would say that ever since her name was associated with him, no other model had the chance to be paired with him on the ramp. Thus, she was always the “star of the show” while they just had to be contented in being at the ‘background’ of this star couple.

There were also rumors spreading around that Warren was still a “ladies’ man” and was still “playing the field” with other gorgeous models even if he was already in a relationship with Nicole. He would of course deny all these and tell Nicole that she is his “one and only girl”, but still the negative predictions about their relationship remained.


That night, they were supposed to have dinner at a trendy restaurant to celebrate their first year anniversary. But on the last minute, Warren told her that he had an emergency meeting with the management team of the product that he was endorsing. He said that he will just proceed to her apartment later that night so they can still celebrate their anniversary. Nicole was deeply disappointed but she tried her best to understand since she also belongs in the same field or line of work.

She was about to leave the restaurant when she received an anonymous message in her mobile phone. She was so shocked by what she saw that she almost dropped her phone on the floor. She had to regain her composure for she noticed that other people in the restaurant were already looking at her. Nicole hurriedly left, managing a weak smile toward those who were staring at her, but deep inside her heart was breaking. As soon as she stepped inside a cab, she looked at her phone again and then she began to cry uncontrollably.

It was an MMS (multimedia message) sent to her with a picture attached… a picture of Warren kissing another woman! Nicole didn’t know who the girl was, but she recognized her face as among the new group of models chosen to join Warren in his latest product endorsement, a brand of men’s perfume. The manufacturing company of this brand was the one mentioned by Warren that he had an emergency meeting with. Nicole put the pieces together then she realized that Warren must have just invented the meeting as an excuse to meet up with this girl.

She was so dazed and confused and she tried calling him on his mobile phone but she only heard the electronic message: “the subscriber could not be reached, please try your call later” on the other end of the line. Her mind suddenly became blank and she felt numb all over her body. All she wanted to do was cry and scream and yell. She wanted to confront Warren but somehow she was also afraid to face him and to hear the painful truth from him.

She asked the cab driver to proceed to the condominium building where Warren lived. She then asked for an envelope from the receptionist, placed her engagement ring inside, then gave specific instructions that the envelope should be given to Mr. Warren Kim as soon as he arrived. She hurriedly left the building, hailed another cab, then she decided to forward to him the picture message she anonymously received.

She sent him this text message: “I promised you that I would never remove the engagement ring you gave me... but I cannot keep it anymore... because you were the first one who broke your promise... you told me before that I was the one and only girl for you... but now... you have broken my heart Warren Kim... goodbye... “

Nicole did not go home to her apartment but decided to just check-in to a hotel so that Warren would not be able to find her. She called Cielo to inform her friend of her whereabouts. But she told her not to tell anyone, not even Warren. Cieolo was so shocked to see Nicole’s state when she arrived.

Days passed and still Warren could not get a hold of Nicole. She changed her mobile phone number and only Cielo was aware of the new one. No matter how hard Warren pestered Cielo, her lips remained sealed. She also informed the modeling agencies that Nicole had important personal matters to attend to and that any communication with Nicole would have to be coursed through her. They thought this was absurd and they even threatened to cancel all her projects if she did not report back to work immediately. But Nicole already couldn’t care less.

After the tumultuous events that occurred in her life, in her relationship with Warren, all she wanted to do was escape from the maddening crowd and the prying eyes of “rumor-mongers and nay-sayers”; those who predicted that their relationship was doomed from the start. She decided to take a long-overdue vacation or break from the fast-paced life of modeling. She yearned to return to the more laid back lifestyle in their community, in her hometown Daegu city.

She also wanted to visit her father Mr. George Jin, who was already a widower and has retired from his work recently. Thus, he was becoming more restless just staying at home alone, all the more missing his only daughter. Indeed, Nicole felt that she needed to rejuvenate herself --- physically, mentally, and more so emotionally.

Chapter 3: Nicole & Kenneth’s homecoming

The week-end has already arrived. Mr. Jin was eagerly waiting for Nicole while sitting on a rocking chair at their front porch.

“Where is that child? She told me that she will be here after lunch, but it is already nearing dinner time and she still hasn’t arrived.” Nicole’s father was already getting impatient.

“Hush George, don’t worry. Your child is already a big girl now. Actually she is already a grown woman. Surely she knows her way around here. Or are you worried that she might have gotten lost?” Their next-door neighbor, a spinster whom Nicole fondly calls “Auntie Alma,” teased Mr. Jin.

“Ms. Alma, are you actually trying to make a joke out of my concern for my only daughter?” Mr. Jin frowned as he scowled at her.

“Ooohhh… Grumpy old man!” Ms. Alma murmured as she turned around to go back inside her house while George Jin was grinning at her because she actually thought that he was really upset.

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The reason for Nicole’s delay was that she decided to pass by the neighborhood bakeshop to buy her dad’s favorite dessert: strawberry cheesecake. She was about to ask the baker to wrap the cake for her but she was informed that it has already been sold out.

“What? Oh no, how can this be? What wrong timing! But how come I think I saw one more cake displayed just a while ago.” Nicole asked.

“Yes ma’am, that was the last cake, and it has already been purchased by the man over there.” The baker pointed to the direction where Kenneth was sitting. He was alone at a corner table while sipping coffee. He was casually dressed in straight-cut denim pants, purple and black long-sleeved sweater, and a pair of black shades.

Kenneth somehow overheard the conversation between Nicole and the bakery owner so he stood up to approach the two. “Excuse me miss… I couldn’t help but overhear that you also wanted to purchase a strawberry cheesecake…”

Nicole turned around and saw this handsome man approaching her. She was used to seeing gorgeous hunks everyday, which ‘comes with the territory’ of her job of course. But somehow this man had a different aura about him, almost enigmatic. His strides were sure and confident and his height and built also fit for modeling. It could even give the top male models she has worked with (yes, the likes of Warren) a run for their money.

“Yes, that’s right. I was planning to buy the cake as a present for my dad but I was just told that they ran out of stock.” Nicole sighed, while looking at him, still trying to figure out who he was and whether she knew him from her childhood.

“Well, if it’s really that important to you, maybe we can split the cake in half, 50/50. That way, both of us will be happy and have strawberry cheesecake to bring home.” Kenneth said convincingly with his killer smile as he ended his sentence.

Hmmm… that smile, why does it seem so familiar? Nicole thought to herself.

“What? Split the cake? Oh no! I wouldn’t want to give to my dad a halved cake. Besides, he might say that I already ate the other half that’s why I was only able to bring home a portion of the cake.” Nicole beamed as she replied, thinking how silly the whole conversation was starting to become.

“I doubt that Ms. Jin. With your very slender figure, no one would believe that you can eat half of a cheesecake.” Kenneth replied while removing his sunglasses. Nicole did appear simply elegant in her long-sleeved and knee-length black cotton dress which highlighted her slim figure even more.

It was upon seeing those big, soulful, round eyes that she finally recalled who he was --- Kenneth Yun. He was the most valuable player of the varsity baseball team in their high school. The boy who was so engrossed in his sports training that he and some of his team mates said they had no time for silly soirees and prom nights. They were the “rebels” of their batch and if only attending the prom was not compulsory, she was certain that he and his group of friends would not attend the school event.

“Kenneth Yun!” Nicole smiled back at him again, extending her arm for a handshake. She tried to ignore his previous statement about her figure which somehow made her feel uneasy. She knew he was trying to compliment her, but since she was so used to being ‘praised’ because of her looks or physical appearance, she has also learned to receive those type of comments passively.

But somehow, she was puzzled by her reaction towards his remark. It’s as if she was actually ‘affected’ or flattered once again by a man’s appreciation of her body and beauty.

“Long time no see. What are you doing back here in Daegu?” She asked him, trying to create ‘small talk’ or just to start a conversation.

“I’m here to visit my family, especially my younger brother who became ill. The cake is for him. How about you, what brings you back here?” Kenneth inquired.

“Ummm… just for a vacation. Like you, I came to be with my family. Being away in the big and busy city for so long can be quite tiring… actually very exhausting…”

“Not to mention getting very lonesome too, right?” Kenneth interrupted Nicole.

“Yes, that too… it can get very lonely indeed, even in a bustling city like Seoul.” Nicole replied softly, sadness suddenly strewn across her face and reflected in her eyes.

“Oh my, look at the time. I better get going now. I told my dad I’ll be home after lunch and I’m already very late. Nice meeting you again Kenneth. By the way, I’ll just be getting the blueberry cheesecake. Anyway, that’s my dad’s second favorite flavor.”

“Ok then Nicole, nice to see you again too.” Kenneth said as he picked up the box with the cake he purchased.

Kenneth wanted to add that Nicole was still as lovely as ever but he opted to hold his tongue. He recalled the time when he saw her during their prom night looking so charming and beautiful, even disarming, in her pink satin dress.

Her delicate shoulders, slender neck and slim arms were all emphasized by the cut and style of the dress which really complimented her figure. She was crowned as the “queen of the night” during the prom and later on she would win the local beauty pageant as the “princess of Daegu city.”

As Nicole was about to leave, Kenneth held the door for her and as she exited the store, he followed her with his eyes. He saw that she didn’t have a car and was trying to get a cab.

“Nicole, since I got the cake which was your first choice to buy, may I just offer to give you a ride home? It’s the least I can do. And besides, your house is already along the way in going to our home.”

“Really Kenneth, you can still remember exactly where my house is? Wow, I’m impressed! It seems ages ago when we were in the same ‘car pool’ group that brought us to school every morning.” Nicole once again smiled from ear to ear while slightly shaking her head in amazement.

“So is that a yes? I can drive you home?” Kenneth once again asked her.

“Sure! Why not? At least I can save some cab fare.” Nicole laughed and Kenneth joined her. Their joint laughter somehow brought back the follies of their youth and the fond memories of their childhood back in their minds more vividly.

Chapter 4: Family Ties

Mr. George Jin was totally delighted to see his beautiful daughter again. He had been eagerly waiting for her to come home since she telephoned that morning that she will be arriving this week-end.

“Nicole… finally! My sweet baby girl is here. Come and give your dad the tightest embrace you can! That’s equivalent to all those years that you’ve been away.” Mr. Jin said enthusiastically.

“Oh Papa… it’s not like it’s been years since you last saw me. I was home for the holidays last year, remember? So it’s only been months since we last saw each other.” Nicole teased back his father who was overjoyed by her presence.

“Aisshh… it doesn’t matter whether it’s been months or years. What matters is that I miss you terribly my child. Especially since I have retired from work, I have so many idle time in my hands that’s why I tend to notice your absence more. Hence, the months seemed like years. Hahaha…” her father was always the jolly joker.

“Well Papa, I guess you have a point there. Hihihi… and I also missed you too, very much!” Nicole said as she gave her dad a kiss on the cheek.

“Why the sudden plans to be go home? I thought your next vacation wasn’t until December.” Her dad inquired.

“Uhmm… well you see Papa, December has always been a peak season in the modeling industry, that’s why when I’m home for the holidays, the most I could stay was just a week or even less. But now, since I have advanced my vacation leave, I will be able to stay longer, maybe a month or more. Won’t you like that Papa?” Nicole beamed at her dad.

“Yes of course, I would love that. More time to spend with my one and only princess. Come, let’s eat dinner and continue our chat afterwards. You might be tired from the trip. I’ve already asked the household help to tidy up your room as soon as I learned that you would be arriving.”

“Thanks again Papa for your thoughtfulness. Oh by the way, I bought you this as a present. It’s blueberry cheesecake. I know it’s not your ‘ultimate favorite’ flavor but a funny thing happened at the bakeshop. I bumped into my former classmate, you know, Kenneth Yun, and he bought the last strawberry cheesecake available. So I had to contend with this flavor for you. But in return, he offered to give me a ride home. How’s that for an ‘exchange deal’ huh?” Nicole smiled again from ear to ear.

“Yes, Kenneth Yun, I remember him. You used to be in the same car pool group together, right? A fine looking young man and courteous too. So, he’s also back in town? Must be because baseball season is over. You know, he’s becoming more and more popular as the star pitcher for their team. His dad must be happy to see him again after several years of being away and busy in Seoul. Why didn’t you invite him to come in? We could have chatted a little, then I would have gotten his autograph here on my baseball cap and sell it to the highest bidder.” Mr. Jin said with a wink.

“Oh Papa, you are so silly sometimes.” Nicole retorted. “And I did invite him to come in but he said he was also in a hurry to go home since he was eager to see his brother who is sick. He mentioned that this was his reason for going home.”

“Well I’m sure our neighbors will be happy to see two ‘celebrities’ from our home town back here for a visit. And isn’t it such a coincidence that the both of you came home to Daegu at the same time, at the exact same day?”

“And what exactly do you mean by that Papa? Oh no, there you go again. Trying to be a matchmaker for me. Ever since I became the prom queen and won our local beauty contest, you have been in search for ‘the perfect guy’ for me. Your standards are too steep and so high that you practically scared away all the boys in our neighborhood and hometown and the entire Daegu city!” Nicole rolled here eyes as she said this.

“Well can you blame me child? Of course I must find a suitable ‘prince charming’ for you because you are my one and only princess. And besides, since you are also the “princess of Daegu city” it is only fitting that a deserving ‘prince’ be the one to capture your heart, am I right?” Mr. Jin teased her further.

“Hay, whatever makes you happy! Hahaha… but you must know that I’ve vowed to focus on my work more and give the romance department a rest for the meantime. Now, shall we go ahead and eat our dinner, I’m starving!”

The Jin father and daughter shared their meal, accompanied with hearty laughter, as they enjoyed their happy reunion.

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Meanwhile, at the Yin’s residence, Kenneth quickly alighted from his car and looked for his kid brother.

“Kevin, Kevin where are you?”

His brother was half awake, half asleep when he heard a familiar voice. He thought he must be dreaming or it could be due to his high fever that he is hearing things. But once again he heard the voice and it became louder.

“Kevin, yooohooo… guess who’s here?

Then he was certain that he was not dreaming so he sat up and replied: “Brother, is that you? I’m here in my room.”

“Dyaraaan… surprise! You never expected to see me today, didn’t you?” Kenneth grinned as he greeted his brother. “Here, I brought something for you, your favorite strawberry cheesecake, to help make you feel better. So you must get well soon so we can spend more time together outdoors.

“Wow! Thank you very much. And yes, I will surely do all I can to get well soon, quick and fast! I will take my medicines on time and eat and drink all that the doctor prescribed so then we can go out and play baseball. You will train me as you have promised, right brother?” Kevin asked excitedly.

“Aiyo… I came home from Seoul and left my team mates behind in order to have a break from playing baseball. And now, here you are asking me to train you and that all you want to do once you get well is to play ball!” Kenneth shook his head.

“Well what do you expect? You are after all his role-model.” Their dad Roger Yun interrupted their conversation. He was already standing by the door looking for Kenneth as he also heard him calling out to his brother a while ago.

“Araso, araso. I promise to let you practice with me. But remember, first things first. Your health must be fully recovered before we start your training, or else there will be no playing for you, understood?”

“Agreed and understood, Sir Kenneth Yun!” His younger brother exclaimed with a salute which made the two elder Mr. Yuns break out in laughter. It seems that Kevin’s sickness had miraculously and suddenly disappeared upon seeing his brother Kenneth. (“@_@”)

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Chapter 5: Lovely Morning

Nicole was strolling around their front porch one early morning. It’s been a long time since she last woke up like this. Usually, upon hearing the alarm clock, she would abruptly get up, take a quick shower, skip breakfast, and immediately hail a taxi, in order to make it to her first appointment on time. But now, she had a very restful sleep and a descent breakfast. No need to rush while taking a bath and no mad dash to go outside of her apartment to get a cab.

This is truly relaxing. Nicole thought to herself. It’s so different from my lifestyle and surroundings in Seoul.

Sure, there were no sky scrapers on view. But in exchange of that is the beautiful view of their quiet neighborhood with similarly designed houses, with well-manicured lawns and well-maintained gardens. As for their own garden, she would have to thank their next door neighbor Auntie Alma for maintaining the plants and keeping the flowers in full bloom. Nicole took down a mental note that she would visit her later and thank her personally for this.

Nicole was about to go back inside when she heard the honking of a car horn. When she turned around, she smiled as she saw Kenneth in his car with his brother Kevin.

“A pleasant morning to you Ms. Nicole Jin” Kenneth smiled too as he greeted her.

“Yes indeed, it is a lovely morning. Hello Kenneth. And this must be your brother Kevin. Hi, how are you?” Nicole replied.

Kevin smiled and nodded at Nicole. But he seemed to be mesmerized by her beauty that he was not able to speak. Kenneth noticed this so he just laughed and replied for his brother.

“It seems my kid brother has suddenly lost his tongue or forgot how to speak.” Kenneth tried to make a joke of the matter. By the way, we’re off to the baseball field to have some practice sessions, would you like to come along? Seeing that it is such a beautiful day and this kind of morning is best spent outdoors, don’t you agree?” Kenneth was hoping deep inside that Nicole would agree to come with them.

“Nicole, your cell phone is ringing. Will you come inside to get it or I’ll bring the phone to you?” Mr. Jin asked from inside the house.

“No need to bring it outside Papa, I’ll just go inside to answer it, thanks!” Nicole replied then she looked back at the Yun brothers.

“Maybe another time Kenneth, I already made some plans with Papa this morning. But thanks anyway for the invitation. You boys have fun, okay. It was nice meeting you Kevin. Go and practice well and train hard so that someday you can beat your older brother.” Nicole replied cheekily before walking toward the house.

Kenneth then punched his brotherly lightly on the left arm. “How could you not speak when there is a lovely lady in front of you? You must learn to keep your cool and maintain your composure at all times. That’s lesson no. 1 from ‘Mr. Kenneth Cool’ for you. Remember that, okay?”

Kevin simply nodded but deep inside he thought: That Ms. Nicole Jin is really very pretty. She almost looks like an angel. Hmmp! My brother is scolding me for not saying a word but how come I noticed that he too was breathless for a moment when he first saw her from the car before we stopped in front of her house?

Whoo, if I know, he would have been speechless too before her if only he didn’t have much practice in meeting other beautiful girls before, since he is older than me.

“Don’t worry, the next time I see Ms. Nicole, I would surely speak up and tell her how much my brother likes her!” Kevin grinned sheepishly as he looked at his brother.

“What? Are you trying to get smart with me young man? What are you talking about?” Kenneth was surprised with his brother’s remark.

“Don’t deny it my brother. I can see it in your eyes. Hahaha…”

“Why you… you’re just getting back at me for hitting you in the arm.” Kenneth stressed while trying to evade his kid brother’s teasing.

“Whatever you say… So is this lesson no. 2 from ‘Mr. Kenneth Cool’? Never admit and always completely deny it whenever faced with the truth?” Kevin has now returned to his normal talkative self again.

Kenneth just glared at his younger brother for he had to keep his eyes on the road while driving. He simply shrugged his shoulders for he didn’t realize how obvious it was… what he felt for Nicole… that even a young adolescent boy could easily see through it. Suddenly he felt young again, as if he was back in high school, trying to get the attention of his childhood crush. (“@_@”)

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Chapter 6: Popular Motivator

Nicole was aimlessly pushing the shopping cart along the grocery lanes while trying to figure out the location of the items which her father had listed down. It’s been a long time since she last went to this supermarket that she seems to get ‘lost’ every time she comes back.

Why do they always change the phasing of the products on the shelves? That’s why I can’t seem to memorize where everything is supposed to be? Nicole was pouting as she thought about this.

She was also beginning to frown since she felt that some of the customers were already sort of laughing at her for ‘going in circles’ by going back and forth the various lanes several times. At the moment, the poised fashion model who always walked the ramp with head held up high, seemed like a ‘headless chicken’ while scrambling around the aisles searching for assorted items and different things.

Finally, she had finished her shopping and was on her way to the counter. She was busy unloading the items from her cart that she didn’t notice the person standing in line behind her. When she tried to move her emptied cart out of the way, she had another pleasant surprise when she looked up.

“Oh hello, it’s you again. We seem to be ‘crossing paths’ all the time.” Nicole remarked with her trademark sweet smile.

“I’ve noticed that too.” Kenneth answered in his low manly voice, his eyes never leaving Nicole’s beautiful face.

Nicole felt a little self-conscious. This was unusual for someone like her, a model, who was used to having “all eyes” on her, as well as the constant clicking away of cameras and flash bulbs from all directions. But somehow, when it is this Mr. Kenneth who is looking at her, she always seemed to have the tendency to blush.

“Well, it is only a small community, and this is the nearest supermarket in our area, so the chances are high that we would meet each other here too.” Nicole continued the conversation because his stare and silence was making her feel uneasy. “By the way, is your brother Kevin with you?”

“No, Kevin’s not here, I left him at home. He said he was already very tired from all the baseball lessons we had that he needed more rest. Kids nowadays, give me them a little time to engage in sports activities and they tire so easily. Back in our childhood days, our coach would make us train for several hours a day and no one would complain. Actually, the more time we had for practice, the more we enjoyed it.” Kenneth said with pride in his voice.

“Well maybe it’s because you liked being excused from regular classes every time you had tournaments or leagues to join. You and your team mates would frequently be exempted from school work such as recitations, projects, reports, etc. I think you would have wanted to be exempted from attending the prom if given the chance.”

“Why do you say that?” Kenneth interrupted Nicole and replied with a frown, feigning shock with exaggeration. Have you forgotten that the whole team was there, in complete attendance and in full support of that school activity?”

“Yes, in full support, because the principal said that they would not hand out your diplomas if you refused to comply.” Nicole raised her eyebrow at him.

“I wouldn’t have missed it for the world. Imagine, if I did not attend the prom, I would not have seen Ms. Nicole Jin crowned as the prom queen. The prettiest face, and most popular girl, and ‘favorite daughter’ of Daegu city” Kenneth stated all these remarks convincingly.

“Yah right, I’ll just pretend that I believe that Mr. Kenneth Yun.”

When all their items have been paid and wrapped, the cashier softly whispered to Kenneth: “Sir, may I have your autograph please? It’s for my son. You are his favorite baseball player. And I’m sure he will be delighted when I get home and tell him that I’ve personally met the famous pitcher of the Seoul Super Stars and that I even got his autograph.”

“Sure, I’ll gladly do so.”

Then Nicole whispered to Kenneth: “So, who is the popular one now? Mr. Kenneth Cool, baseball superstar!”

Kenneth was trying to control his laughter as Nicole was also trying hard not to giggle.

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Nicole had several shopping bags on hand and Kenneth noticed that she seemed to be having a hard time carrying them all in her small hands and slender arms.

“Here, let me help you.” He scooped up the grocery bags from Nicole’s hands.

“Wait, don’t get them all. Let me carry some bags too.” Nicole protested.

“It’s okay, the muscles in my arms are adequate to carry the load.” Kenneth winked at her. Nicole just smirked at him in return. He was already walking towards his car so Nicole tried to stop him.

“Um Kenneth, the way to the taxi station is that way. Why do you seem to be going on the wrong direction?”

“Who said you were going to take a cab? I’m driving you home. There’s no way you can carry all these bags again later.” Kenneth said matter-of-factly.

“You’re going to give me a lift home again? You’re spoiling me Kenneth.” Nicole said.

“I’m sorry. I just can’t help it…” Kenneth replied.

“You know what? I’m planning to have some driving lessons while I’m here in Daegu. That way, when I go out, I can bring dad’s pick up truck. Then I wouldn’t be dependent on taking a cab. And you wouldn’t have to be my ‘designated driver’ all the time. It’s just that Papa doesn’t seem to have the patience to teach me, so he advised me to just enroll in a driving school. I’m planning to do that first thing tomorrow morning.”

“Oh I see. Well if that’s the case, may I then offer my services? Not as a designated driver as you said, but as a driving instructor.” Kenneth was thrilled at the thought of having more time to spend with Nicole if this plan will materialize.

“Really? You think you will have enough patience to teach me?” Nicole too was starting to get excited with the idea. “But wait, how much will my driving instructor charge?” Nicole asked him.

“Hmmm, not much. Coffee and strawberry cheesecake will do.” Kenneth joked. “Just promise me that you will be a diligent and attentive student, okay. That is all I ask.”

“That’s great Kenneth. Thanks in advance. So, when can we start? I’ll tell Papa to have the pick-up truck washed and cleaned and ready for our lessons anytime. I’m sure he would be glad and relieved that I won’t be pestering him anymore to be the one to teach me how to drive.”

“Why, don’t you want to learn how to drive using my car?” Kenneth asked her as if it was the most natural thing.

But Nicole was terrified because his car is an expensive BMW. She would not risk learning how to drive using his car. She would constantly be afraid to make a mistake or leave a dent on his sedan that she won’t be able to learn to drive at all due to nervousness.

She thought that at least her dad would be more forgiving if and when she commits an error that would damage the vehicle. And besides, she would not want to die of embarrassment in case something untoward happens to Kenneth’s car.

“Are you kidding?! I would never dare learn how to drive using your car. I know it must be precious to you and you wouldn’t like a girl dabbling with it, would you?”

Nicole was surprised that he would even offer his car for her to practice on. But she was also flattered that he trusted her enough to allow her to use his expensive car for her driving lessons.

“Okay then, we shall use your father’s pick-up truck for your first sessions. But when I feel that you are ready, I will let you use my car, araso? I know you can do it Nicole.”

Kenneth’s confidence in her resonated in her ears. Not once, not even in her year long relationship with Warren, did she feel this confident and empowered. As if she can do anything. Since Kenneth trusted her completely, she also wanted to believe in herself and be convinced that yes indeed she can do it.

He is really a great motivator. Nicole thought. Definitely, Kenneth had the qualities of a great coach. He has always been regarded as an excellent baseball player and their team always emerged as the champion. But aside from his personal skills, he also has the ability to motivate others to be the best. No wonder it would always be written in sports articles that he is highly respected by his team mates. He is really an integral part of their winning team. And Nicole was more than happy to have him as her ‘driving coach.’ (“@_@”)

Chapter 7: Driving Lessons 101

Vrrrooommm!!! Vrroomm!! ... The engine of Mr. Jin’s red pick up truck was humming noisily as Nicole was stepping on the gas pedal. Her foot was still tentative or unsure as to how much she should step on it for the vehicle to have a smooth run.

“Nicole, just listen to sound of the engine. If it’s too noisy, then it means that you’re stepping on the pedal too much and we wouldn’t want you speeding off all at once. That’s quite dangerous for a beginner like you... not unless you want to be a race car driver?” Kenneth commented jokingly with a smile, trying to ease her nervousness.

“Okay, okay, I get it. Not too much, just enough pressure on the pedal. See, is that fine?” Nicole glanced at him while trying to listen to the engine’s sound.

“Yes, that’s it. You’re a fast learner Ms. Jin. Okay, now since this has an automatic transmission, the driving operation is much simpler than the stick shift or manual transmission vehicles. You don’t need to step on the clutch pedal every time you want to shift gears or change speed. You control it by simply stepping on the accelerator and brake pedals. It’s quite similar to the way you drive mini-cars seen in arcades or amusement parks, or even how would drive a golf car.” Kenneth explained further.

“So you mean to say that even a child can operate a car since it’s just a matter of stepping on the brakes and the gas pedals in order to stop and go?” Nicole inquired with a frown.

“Well … yes and no” he retorted. “Yes, it can be as simple as driving ‘kiddie cars’ wherein you just step on and off the pedal; but No in the sense that there are so many other factors to consider while driving. Like the other vehicles around passing by on actual roads, intersections and open highways or freeways. Also, the pedestrians crossing the streets, the weather conditions, etc. etc. But don’t worry Nicole. We will do it step by step, okay?” Kenneth said reassuringly as he winked at her.

“Okay Mr. Driving Instructor, I am your willing student; ready to listen and eager to learn. Aye aye captain!” she beamed at him with a quick salute which made him laugh out loud. She looked so cute and mischievous with her hair down, in a casual attire of faded jeans and blue sweat shirt, that Kenneth couldn’t help but pinch her rosy cheek.

“Ouch! That hurts!” Nicole said.

“Well that should serve as a warning for you my dear, not to mess with your teacher.” Kenneth said jokingly as he saw her pouting at him like a little girl.

After further explanations and more instructions about the basics of driving, Kenneth said that it was time to put theory into practice and set things in motion. “Now Ms. Jin, are you ready for your first actual test drive?”

“Ummm... I think so...” she said softly.

“What? Is that the answer of a competent and confident student? Are you ready Nicole?” he asked her again with authority in his voice.

“Yes I am!” her answer now became loud and strong.

“Okay then, let’s go” and gave a signal with the wave of his hand for her to proceed.
Nicole breathed a heavy sigh then placed her hands on the wheel and right foot on the gas pedal. She sat up straight and fixed her eyes on the road ahead. But before she could begin, Kenneth interrupted her: “Ah, ah, ah... aren’t you forgetting something?”

Nicole was puzzled by his question and she was also a bit irritated coz he made her lose her concentration and momentum.

Suddenly, Kenneth made an abrupt move and leaned towards her.

“Huh! What are you doing?” She glared at him as he quickly turned and stretched out his right arm to reach out to her, as if intending to embrace her.

“What are you getting so nervous about? I just want to help you fasten your seat belt. Remember, safety first at all times.” Kenneth grinned at her as he reached over her left shoulder, pulled on the seatbelt, and fastened it for her.

“There, all done. Now we are really ready to go.” He kept on smiling as he was able to read her mind on what she thought he was trying to do a while ago.

Nicole blushed but just pretended not to notice what he said because she eagerly wanted to ‘get this show on the road’ so to speak. She released the hand brake, set the gear into “D” for drive, and then the pick-up truck slowly glided on the road.

Finally, she was actually driving and she felt really good knowing that she had learned a new skill. All thanks to her efficient but playful and ‘naughty driving coach’, Mr. Kenneth Yun. (“@_@”)

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Chapter 8: Baseball Training 102

After several days of constant practice, Nicole was slowly getting the hang of it. Driving seemed to be much simpler now and easier to do. She was no longer as worried or apprehensive as before. Even her dad was impressed by her quick progress. He even commented that he must treat Kenneth for lunch one of these days in order to thank him.

At least, he was spared from all of Nicole’s pestering that he be the one to teach her. Mr. Jin also felt happy to see that his ‘little princess’ is now really all grown up, acting strong and independent. Before, it was him who would drive her around the city, to wherever she wanted to go. But now, he could begin to rely on her to be his ‘chauffer’. She now had the chance to ‘return the favor’ or render the service back to him, for a change.
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Another week-end was drawing near and the Yun brothers were scheduled to have another round of their baseball lessons. Lately, Kevin has been chiding Kenneth that he was sort of ‘jealous or envious’ coz he was focusing more on Nicole. He was spending more time in teaching her how to drive than spending quality time with him, his brother... his own flesh and blood.

“Come on Kevin, don’t be so dramatic! Okay, I promise you that I will devote this week-end to give you further lessons and techniques in baseball, especially in pitching the ball.” Kenneth assured his kid brother.

“I’ll be counting on that brother. I can’t wait for the tryouts for the baseball varsity team this coming school year. I’ll be a freshman in high school and I really hope I can make it to the team just like you.” Kevin replied excitedly.

Kenneth grabbed his brother on the shoulder and rubbed his hand’s knuckles on the top of his head. “Of course you will make it to the team. You have the best ‘coach and trainer’ in town.”

“Really? I thought you were changing careers already?” Kevin said laughingly. “I was thinking that you were starting to like being a ‘driving instructor’ more than being a baseball coach for me or more than being a pitcher for the Seoul Super Stars team...”

“Why you... are you trying to get smart with me again? You don’t know who you’re messing with young mister! Now your training resumes. Drop to the ground and give me twenty push-ups. It will help strengthen your arm muscles which is required for you to become a good pitcher.”

“Wah, is it really necessary or did you suddenly turn to a stern military man just because I teased you again about the special attention you’re giving Ms. Nicole? Aiyo... is that you Lt. Kenneth Yun?” Kevin teased him further.

“You better wise up and start obeying my orders Kevin, or else I will double it and make it forty push-ups.” Kenneth warned his brother but they both knew that he was just kidding and as they looked at each other, both of them broke into solid laughter.

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Kenneth and Kevin were practicing at the baseball field when Nicole passed by and saw the two of them. She decided to pay them a visit and eavesdrop on the training session of the Yun brothers.

Beep, beep. Beep, beep. Nicole pressed the horn on the red pick-up truck. She was growing accustomed to driving this masculine type of vehicle even though it did not actually match her feminine look. Nevertheless, she seemed to have blended well with it.

Though it was a definite contrast to her delicate features, she had become ‘at home’ driving around in the comfort of the semi-massive vehicle which was actually deemed too big and too rugged to be driven by a girl.

Whenever she drove around their hometown, people would stop for a while to take a second look at the darling daughter of Mr. George Jin. She looked very cute inside the big and bulky truck. They found it quite adorable that the high profile fashion model from Seoul city has now returned to being the down-to-earth home-grown beauty from Daegu city.

Kenneth also noticed that this was not only due to the change in her attires (from elegant gowns and stiletto heels to casual denims and rubber shoes) but also due to a renewed aura she now had. For him, Mr. Jin’s pick-up truck actually complimented Nicole and symbolized another level of confidence and maturity within her. And this heightened his attraction for her even more.

She is like a magnet drawing me in... so fresh and vibrant, so endearing and full of life. These adjectives filled Kenneth’s mind as he waved to her when he saw her at a distance.

“Hi guys, I see you’re very busy with your training. How are your baseball skills now Kevin? Are you now playing much better than your brother?” Nicole beamed as she walked towards them.

Why did she always have to look so beautiful and mesmerizing? Especially when she is smiling... Kenneth thought about this as he couldn’t take his eyes off her since he saw her approaching.

“We are just about ready to wrap-up the training session for today. As for the improvement of his skills, I guess you should ask Kevin about that. And since you’re already here, why don’t you stay for a while and watch him throw the ball? So you can see and judge for yourself how good he is.” Kenneth told Nicole for he really wanted her to stay with them longer on the baseball field.

“Okay then, I’ll take you up on that offer. Let me see and assess Kevin’s form as a pitcher. What do you say Kevin, is that fine with you?” Nicole beamed at Kevin and gave him a quick wink.

“Sure Ms. Nicole, it would be fine with me. How can I refuse the request of a beautiful lady like you?” Kevin replied cleverly with a slight bow.

“My, my, now look who’s talking! Come on handsome lad and let me see your baseball skills.” Nicole said to Kevin as Kenneth looked on while shaking his head.

He was a bit surprised by his brother’s reply because as he recalled, he was sort of speechless when he previously met Nicole for the first time. But his words now were full of zest and confidence.

Maybe he has taken to heart the advice I gave him before regarding ‘Lesson no. 1 from Mr. Kenneth Cool’ „³ all about learning to keep your cool and maintaining your composure at all times. Hahaha, my brother is a very good trainee and a fast learner indeed... Kenneth chuckled at the thought.

The three of them were actually starting to attract a crowd. Earlier, while the Yun brothers were practicing, there were already some people watching them from the bleachers and the sidelines. After all, it’s not everyday that you see a baseball superstar casually playing on the neighborhood diamond field.

They were looking (rather closely observing) how the older brother taught his kid brother and perhaps some of the boys there even hoped to pick up a technique or two from S.S.S. pitcher Mr. Kenneth Yun.

Then when Nicole arrived, everybody again took notice of the beautiful model striding confidently towards them. Some of the men were breathless while most of the women were looking with admiration, as well as with scrutiny and envy. And as they were observing, they seemed to realize two things:

One, that Kevin, young as he is, had the same good-looks as his elder brother, particularly while donning the baseball uniform; and Two, that Kenneth and Nicole, home-grown talents or ‘celebrities’ who emerged from their hometown, actually looked great together.

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After baseball practice, the boys were exhausted, especially Kevin. He requested his brother to treat him for snacks and cold beverage.

“Ouch, my arm hurts!” Kevin complained while walking towards the car.

“Are you giving up already?” Kenneth asked him.

“Of course not... I’m just saying that my arm hurts, but I won’t give up!” Kevin exclaimed.

“That’s good to know. I thought you already had enough training and was ready to hang up your baseball glove.” Kenneth teased his kid brother more.
“Me, give up? Never! Especially now that I have a lovely lady cheering me on... right Ms. Nicole?” Kevin again took them by surprise with his remark.

Nicole just smiled at him and said: “Certainly, I am your number one fan! Remember that okay?” She gave him the thumb’s up sign and a winsome grin.

“What? I thought I was your favorite baseball player?” Kenneth interrupted and pretended to be hurt by her words.

“Huh? And when have I told you that Mr. Kenneth Yun? If I remember correctly, I told Kevin that he must practice hard, so that someday he will be able to beat you at your own game.” Nicole raised her eyebrows as she replied to him.

“Aha! So this is a conspiracy-- Two against one already?” They all laughed at what he said then suddenly Kenneth’s mobile phone rang.

“Excuse me... hello, who is this please? Oh Aunty Andrea it’s you. Yes, Kevin and I have finished our practice session. Okay, I’ll bring him home right away. No problem. Bye...” Kenneth ended the phone call and turned to Kevin.

“Sorry buddy, I think I have to bring you home now. Your mom just called looking for you. She said there are some visitors at home, some relatives you haven’t seen for quite a while and they would like to see how ‘little Kevin’ has grown up by now. She wants you to be home at once so you can join them for dinner.” Kenneth relayed to him.

“Oh no! ... I’m sorry Ms. Nicole but I think I have to cancel our first date.” Kevin said.

“What date are you talking about?” Kenneth inquired.

“You know... the trip to the soda shop to buy some refreshments and eat juicy hamburger sandwiches. We were planning to go on our own, just the two of us and leave you here alone. But now that plan is ruined!” Kevin exclaimed.

“Why you... it’s a good thing your plan was ruined! How can you make a plan like that behind your brother’s back? It serves you right! Now let’s go, your mom is waiting.”

Then he turned to Nicole and said: “Forgive me Nicole for my brother’s stupid remarks and silly nonsense. I don’t know what has gotten into him?”

“Well I wouldn’t be surprised, seeing where he could possibly learn his ‘naughty-ness’ --- from you of course!” Nicole commented as he bid goodbye to Kevin who was already inside the car.
“From me?! And when have I ever been ‘naughty’ Nicole, hmmm...?” Kenneth threw the question back at Nicole, waiting for an answer.

“Just like... right now! Hahaha”... both of them were laughing again then Kenneth asked her: “By the way, where do you plan to go from here?”

“Well, since my ‘date’ with Kevin is now cancelled, I think I’ll just drop by the coffee shop and take a light snack before I go home. Since papa is not yet there coz he went out with some friends, I’ll just while away my time there, while reading and sipping coffee.”

“Oh I see. Do take care in driving. Don’t over speed, okay? Ummm... or maybe I could convoy you on your way there since it’s just nearby...”

“I’ll be fine Kenneth. Please don’t worry too much about me. Thanks for the concern but I think I can manage. As you said, the place is just nearby and I’ll be very careful, I promise. I always practice ‘defensive driving’ coz that’s what you taught me, remember?” Nicole didn’t want to over-impose on Kenneth and she also knew that he was in a hurry because they had house guests eagerly waiting for them.

“Okay then, just drive safely. Don’t forget to wear your seatbelt.” Kenneth winked at her, with a knowing smile reflected on his face, as he turned to walk towards his car.

Why that mischievous man! Just a minute ago he was asking me to give an example or an instance proving that he was naughty, and now here he is doing it again... Aisshh, these brothers are so alike. Nicole whispered to herself as she went inside the pick-up truck to drive towards the coffee shop.

Kenneth didn’t leave the parking lot until he saw that she left the place safely and without any hassles. Then an idea occurred to him. He was grinning again as he started his car to drive home with Kevin. There was a plan brewing in his mind and he was eager to reach home then implement that plan. Much like in a baseball game, he was excited to execute his ‘strategy’ and put it into action. (“@_@”)

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Chapter 9: Alfresco Dining 103

Nicole was sitting alone in the corner table of the coffee shop, drinking coffee and taking bites off the brownie bar she ordered. She looked so cool and comfortable in her casual attire of gray cotton shirt with a cute design, blue jeans and sneakers.

She also wore a light green cap and large sunglasses as a bit of a ‘disguise’ or to appear ‘incognito’ since she wouldn’t want to be easily recognized or to attract more attention. However, these attempts seemed futile because who wouldn’t be able to recognize her around their hometown? Nevertheless, she felt more comfortable wearing these accessories as she sat back and relaxed. This time, it was her turn to do an ‘observation’ of other people passing by.

Across the street, another prominent figure was standing by, waiting to cross. Likewise, he was wearing dark shades. Then a black jacket over black and white shirt and a pair of linen trousers complimented his tall frame. Also in hand was a cup of coffee and a bag full of goodies from the neighborhood deli. Inside it were: a roll of French bread, bread knife, assorted cans of pate or spreads, teaspoons, folded napkins, two cups, and a bottle of wine.

He already spotted her moments ago as he stood there waiting for the walk light to turn green. Even in simple clothes, her beauty still shone through. Perhaps it is because her beauty is not only skin deep, but the kind that radiates from deep within her good heart.

Kenneth was eager to walk across and see the expression on her face upon seeing him. Surely she would be surprised and blush profusely again. But that’s what I really like and admire about her. She is so different when outside the limelight. She doesn’t let her popularity go into her head.

He admired her for this, because he knows the pressures from the outside world and from other people that can be imposed on popular or prominent figures just like them. But despite that, she seemed to still be at ease, able to maintain her cheerfulness, without an air of indifference or snobbishness. Her radiant smile would always be like a ray of sunshine to brighten one’s day.

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Nicole was busy arranging the things inside her bag while looking for the keys. She was getting ready to leave the coffee shop when a strong masculine scent wafted through the air.

When she looked up, her eyes grew wide open and her mouth was agape. She was caught off-guard and was totally surprised to see him there. But she must admit that deep inside she was also delighted.

“Kenneth! What a pleasant surprise. What are you doing here? I thought you had to entertain guests and relatives back at your home.” Nicole was puzzled.

“Well, after some small talk or chit-chat, I told them that I had an urgent matter to attend to. And besides, they are more interested to see and scrutinize ‘little Kevin’ than me.” Kenneth replied jokingly.

“You seemed to be well-prepared and armed with lots of paraphernalia. Where are you off to?” Nicole inquired as she noticed the brown paper bag that he was holding.

“Oh, I just wanted to commemorate this day and celebrate it with you.” Kenneth spoke directly.
“Why, what’s the occasion?” Nicole frowned at him.

“Have you forgotten Ms. Nicole that it’s been approximately one month since our first meeting back here at Daegu city after several years of absence? Remember, the strawberry cheesecake incident?” Kenneth grinned at her.

“Oh yes! How can I forget? That was the day you snatched the much coveted strawberry cheesecake away from me.” Nicole pouted at him.

“What do you mean ‘snatched it away from you’ --- if you must recall, I was here in the coffee shop first so that cake was rightfully mine.” Nicole was unable to counter Kenneth’s remark for she knew that it was true.

“But, since I know I wasn’t a ‘complete gentleman’ then by not letting you have your cake of choice, I have decided to make it up to you by inviting you for dinner --- alfresco style.” Kenneth declared.

“Hmmm... let me think about it... dinner outdoors? And where might that venue be?” Nicole asked him further.

“That’s another surprise. But may I request you to be my ‘driver’ for tonight. I’ll just navigate for you and show you the way and the direction where to go.”

Nicole laughed nervously at his request. “Uh - oh, didn’t I tell you that I’m not comfortable in attempting to drive your expensive BMW?”

“Don’t worry. I didn’t bring my car when I went back here. I left it at home and just took a cab. So would you be so kind as to ‘chauffer’ us to our point of destination using the pick-up truck?” Kenneth asked her with a very convincing smile, so how could she refuse him.

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Soon after, they were on the road and upon following Kenneth’s instructions, they ended up on the way to the entrance gate of their high school building.

“What are you up to Kenneth Yun? And besides, it’s after six o’clock pm, I’m sure the entrance gate must be closed and locked by now. How do you plan to get inside?” Nicole was once again puzzled by all of Kenneth’s actions.

“Leave it to me...” And as they reached the main gate of the school, the guard approached them so Kenneth alighted from the truck.

“Good evening sir, ma’am. What can I do for you? I’m sorry but the school is already closed. Maybe you would like to come back tomorrow. The guard informed them but when he saw Kenneth, he quickly recognized him.
“Good evening sir. Sorry to disturb you, but my friend and I are graduates of this school and we hoped to have a look around since it’s been a long time since we last visited.” Kenneth was really hoping that they would be given a chance to enter the school.

“Kenneth Yun is that you? It’s me ‘Uncle Joey’ --- Do you still remember me? I would always be the guard assigned to close up after you and your team mates finished your baseball practices.” The guard easily recognized Kenneth.

“Yes of course, Uncle Joey, I remember you. It’s been a long time, I’m sorry if I didn’t recognize you at once. How have you been?” Kenneth was delighted for he knew now that they had a good chance to go inside the school premises.

“It’s okay Kenneth. Back then I didn’t have a beard and I was much slimmer.” The guard laughingly replied to him. “So, you would like to visit your old school again. Well the main building is already closed and you can only go and see the school grounds and the auditorium beside the quadrangle coz I have the keys there.”

“That’s great Uncle Joey! Coz those are the places that I would like to see.” Kenneth was excited and delighted to know that their trip was not in vain.

“And I see you have a pretty lady there with you... wait a minute, isn’t that Nicole Jin... the ‘high school sweetheart’ and prom queen of your batch? I didn’t know that she was back in town too? You went back here together?” Uncle Joey seemed to ask a simple question but Kenneth knew that he was already beginning to probe about them.

Hmmm, this Uncle Joey is also a clever man. Kenneth thought before replying.

“Actually, we did arrive in Daegu on the same day but only by coincidence.” Kenneth explained briefly. “So Uncle Joey, can you allow us to go in? We will not take very long. We just want to have a look around.”

“No problem kid. As long as Uncle Joey is here, the gate is always open for baseball team mates just like you.” He winked at Kenneth and added: “and don’t worry, my lips are sealed and I didn’t see anyone. I’ll just be staying by the guard house and you just approach me when you already want to leave.”

“Thank you very much Uncle.” Kenneth tapped the man on the shoulder and smiled back at him. Then he returned to the truck and told Nicole that they were permitted to come in.

“And just what kind of magic spell did you cast upon the guard that’s why he still allowed us to enter the school.” Nicole wanted to know the story and what the two men were talking about a while ago.
“No magic spell or military tactics at all. I simply said that the ‘Queen of Daegu High School’ has returned from her travels and would like to visit her ‘kingdom’.” Kenneth was on a roll again in his naughty and playful mode.

“What did you say? Why you... You will never really stop kidding me like this and teasing me about that, won’t you?”

“Why should I, when it’s so much fun!” Kenneth made this remark so Nicole pinched him on the arm.

“Ouch, that hurts! What was that for?” Kenneth acted to be squirming in pain.

“Serves you right! Just my way of retaliating since you pinched my cheek previously during our driving lessons, and that also hurt... hmmmp!”

“Araso, araso. I call a truce. So now we’re even. What do you say... peace?” Kenneth extended his arm towards Nicole for a handshake.

“Okay fine, peace.”

“Just park beside the auditorium and let’s get down here.” Kenneth told her where to park then she turned off the ignition as they both alighted from the vehicle.

“Remember this place? This is where you had your ‘grand coronation’, right?” Kenneth was referring to the prom night which was held in the auditorium. It was the time that he was completely enthralled by Nicole’s beauty as he saw here walk confidently to the stage to receive her ‘crown and scepter’ as the ‘queen of the night’.

“Don’t remind me!” Nicole didn’t seem too happy or pleased to relive the memories. “After that night, Papa never looked back. He seemed to have taken this ‘royalty issue’ seriously that ever since, he had been in search for a ‘blue-blooded’ man for me.” Nicole seemed exasperated with the thought.

“I’m sure your father means well. He just wants the best for you. After all, I think I know where he’s coming from. You are very precious Nicole... very special and lovely --- inside and out ...”

Kenneth looked at her intently with his penetrating gaze once again. The auditorium was dimly lit but Nicole could clearly see the message in his eyes. A pair of the most expressive eyes she had ever seen.

When she couldn’t hold his gaze much longer, she lowered her head and shifted her glance towards another spot in the auditorium, just to escape that mesmerizing stare. Kenneth noticed her discomfort and somehow he was thrilled. Then he said: “Let’s go outside. I promised you an alfresco dinner so we shall be eating under the stars tonight. Come, follow me.”

They headed for the school quadrangle and sat on one of the bleachers.

“Aaahhh... I have so many memories here too. All those grueling sessions of the team’s training --- under the scorching heat of the sun, and sometimes even under the pouring rain.” Kenneth was beginning to reminisce about those days.

“I didn’t realize that you could be so ‘nostalgic’. Our school must really have a very special place in your heart.” Nicole uttered her observation of him.

Of course it had a very special place in his heart. For this is where he developed his childhood crush on this pretty girl who lived nearby and went to this same school.

Kenneth’s thoughts trailed off as he began to empty the contents of the paper bag and placed it on the bench between them. Then he filled the cups with wine and proposed a toast: “To all the good memories here in our school and to more great memories to come...”

“Cheers!” Nicole said. Then she sipped the wine and afterwards, tasted the chicken liver pate spread over a slice of French bread.

Several minutes later, Kenneth realized that it was time to go for he didn’t want to keep ‘Uncle Joey’ waiting for so long. Surely he already wanted to go home to his family too.

“Shall we go?” Kenneth asked Nicole.

“Yes, I think we should get going now. I already have a full stomach. Thanks again Kenneth for this tasty treat. I’ll never forget it, especially the spot where we are now.” Nicole beamed as she helped him tidy up the items to return to the paper bag before they left.

“We’re you really satisfied Nicole. I’m sorry I didn’t bring you to a more proper venue or to a five-star restaurant. I know you’re used to those things back in Seoul, so I wanted to give you a unique and unforgettable dining experience. So, shall we consider this as officially our first date?” Kenneth inquired with a smile.

“Well... all I know is that I got stood up by your brother Kevin earlier. So are you his ‘official replacement’?” Now it was Nicole’s turn to be clever and playful.

“Ouch... that hurt my feelings! So I am only a ‘substitute date’? How unfortunate for me...” Kenneth looked at her with puppy doe eyes, looking so meek and pitiful. Then he held her hand as she stood up from the bench and suddenly they were standing very close to each other.

He felt the tension and electricity between them and he knew she did too, for she could not, or would not, look directly in his eyes. Slowly, he lifted his other hand and placed it on her chin to raise her face and see her more clearly.

They were both speechless for a while and for a split second time seemed to stand still as he slowly kissed her... a kiss filled with tenderness. It was just a light kiss on her soft lips but it felt so wonderful. Kenneth felt like he was floating on cloud nine. It was like a ‘childhood dream’ that became a reality, a long-time wish that finally came true.

It was Nicole who moved away from his soft kiss as she bowed her head once more. Kenneth then embraced Nicole. He wanted to relish this moment forever.

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It was her turn to drop him off at his house and the situation seemed unusual.

“Thank you Nicole for a wonderful night. Drive home safely okay?” Kenneth was not as jovial as before because he felt that there was something holding her back. He sensed it when she was the one who quickly pulled away after he kissed her. On their way home, she would always look away and purposely avoided his eyes.

“Kenneth!” She called out to him before driving off.

“Yes, what is it?” He quickly turned and replied.

“Actually, it’s still tomorrow...” Nicole answered.

“What do you mean? What’s tomorrow?” He asked her back.

“Our first meeting back here in Daegu... the ‘month-sary’ is still tomorrow.”

“Oh...” Kenneth was surprised by what she said. Earlier, he felt sad and thought that the day must have been too insignificant for her to remember.

“Yes, I’m sure about that coz I marked the date on my calendar as soon as I got back here... so I know that it’s still tomorrow. But I’m impressed that you have a very keen memory on dates, especially for a guy. I truly appreciate what you did tonight... and all the other things you did for me... your kindness and thoughtfulness ever since I came here. I’m glad we met that day and that we have renewed our communication...”

It was true that they had a new-found closeness and the time they spent together for the whole month could have been more than the whole time they were together during their school days. It was only now that they truly ‘bonded’ and got to know each other better.

Kenneth was pleased upon learning that she also remembered the date of their impromptu ‘reunion’ at the coffee shop. He was once again determined to get closer to her. He wanted to maximize the time that they were both there, together in Daegu city and away from the limelight.

“Good night again Kenneth... sweet dreams” Nicole bid him goodbye then drove off towards her home. She felt a gentle warmth in her heart. Who would have thought that after all these years, now would be the time for Kenneth and her to reconnect.

However, she also felt confused because she knew that she was not quite ready yet to open her heart and be vulnerable to love again. Especially since the pain of what happened between her and Warren was still fresh in her mind and heart.

But she would gladly admit that her coming home and the chance meeting with Kenneth helped in the healing of her heart. The heavy load or burden in her thoughts and emotions even felt lighter.

Tonight, she had a memorable dream: of a couple strolling along while watching the sunset hand in hand. She could not see their faces but only their shadows or silhouettes. When Nicole woke up, she had a sweet smile on her face and she silently wished that Kenneth similarly had a pleasant dream too. (“@_@”)

Chapter 10: Maybe This Time …

As Nicole stood from her bed with a radiant smile on her face, she reached out for the radio on her bedside table and turned on the knob.  She always liked to listen to her favorite local radio station, the ‘mellow touch’ channel, for a daily dose of love songs to fill the cool morning air in her room.  The D.J. then cued another sweet love song entitled: “Maybe This Time” by Michael Murphy.  Nicole suddenly stopped what she was doing which was fixing the beddings, then listened intently to the opening lyrics of the song:

Two old friends
Meet again
Wearin' older faces
And talk about the places they've been

Two old sweethearts who fell apart
Somewhere long ago
How are they to know
Someday they'd meet again
And have a need for more than reminiscin'

Nicole beamed and even sort of blushed when she heard the lyrics, then sighed deeply, as if wanting to grasp the very feeling and emotion of the song and its meaning.  Then the chorus part of the song came and somehow she managed to ‘sing along’ with the tune playing on the radio.

Maybe this time
It'll be lovin' they'll find
Maybe now they can be more than just friends
She's back in his life
And it feels so right
Maybe this time, love won't end

Nicole’s dad heard her singing along to the song on the radio so he rapped on her bedroom door.

“Nicole, I see you’re up and about already. Rather I could hear that you’re already wide awake and exercising your vocal chords early in the morning.” Mr. George Jin said to his daughter teasingly.

“Papa!” Nicole replied as she opened her bedroom door. “Of course, I’m practicing early in the morning.  I have an upcoming concert, didn’t you know?” Nicole jokingly answered.  Obviously she has inherited her dad’s sense of humor.

“Wei!! Is that right? Well then, you better practice some more or else the audience might not get their money’s worth!”  Mr. Jin replied again with a hearty laugh.

“Oh, Papa… don’t you have faith in me and my ‘vocal powers’?” Nicole pouted and pretended to be upset with her dad.  Then her phone suddenly rang so Nicole reduced the volume of the radio before answering the phone.

“Yoboseyo, Nicole speaking, how can I help you?”

“Good morning Nicole, it’s me Kenneth.”

Nicole raised her eyebrows upon learning that Kenneth was the one who called.  She wondered why he would already be awake this early and why did he call?

“Oh hi Kenneth... You’re up early too.  What can I do for you?”  Nicole said while her mind was flying and wondering whether Kenneth also had a good night’s sleep and if he had a dream similar to hers.

“Ummm… actually, it’s my father who asked me to call you.”  Kenneth explained.

“Really? What is it about?  What can I do for Mr. Roger Yun?” Nicole inquired.

“Well, remember our yearly festival celebrating the best products of one of our main industries which is textile production?  Since my dad is in the textile business, he would often co-sponsor a textile-making and designing competition to showcase the best from our hometown.  And since you are now here in our city, he wanted me to ask you if you would be willing to be one of the judges this year.”  Kenneth explained.

“Wow! I would be delighted to do so.  When and where is the event going to be held and who are the other judges?” Nicole asked him further.

“The contest and presentation will be held this week-end, on Saturday. And the other judges are the city mayor Mr. Allan Kim and the fashion designer Ms. Judith Yu and, yours truly…”

Nicole wanted to laugh when he heard that Kenneth too would be one of the judges.  She could understand why Mr. Kim and Ms. Yu would be chosen to judge the event, but she doubted what a baseball star pitcher would know all about fashion and clothing.

“Ehem, you are one of the judges too? Are you sure you can distinguish the various textiles and know the difference between silk and satin and linen and chiffon, etc. etc.?” Nicole chided Kenneth.

“Well for your information ‘Ms. Fashion Icon and Textile-Know-It-All’ Nicole, I have been observing my father’s business dealings since I was a child so I somehow have an overview of what textiles are all about.  And besides, I may not know all the ‘terminologies’ or names of cloths, but I sure can recognize beautiful clothes and appreciate them, especially when they are worn by beautiful and exquisite women… just like you!”  Kenneth got back at Nicole for teasing him by openly saying that he has been closely observing and admiring her look and the way she dresses.

Nicole was blushing on the other end of the line.  Once again, ‘Mr. Kenneth Cool’ has given a brilliant answer and garnered another point over her.

“Araseo, Mr. Kenneth Yun.  I concede.  You do have an extensive knowledge about clothes I’m sure.  Probably, with all the women you’ve dated, you’ve had the opportunity to closely observe the type of clothes they’re wearing.”  Nicole replied amusedly.

“What??”  Kenneth bemused but he no longer pursued the matter. “Okay, I will inform my father that you have already confirmed to be one of the judges for this Saturday’s event.  By the way, why are you up so early too? Didn’t you have a good night’s sleep?”

“Me?” Nicole stammered a bit for she again remembered her dream of seeing the silhouettes of two people, a man and a woman, walking together hand in hand while watching the sunset; which made her think of Kenneth at once that early morning. Was she silently wishing that it was her and Kenneth in that dream?
“As a matter of fact I had a restful sleep and a pleasant dream.”  Nicole replied.

“Really?  Me too!  That’s the reason I was up so early.  I had a beautiful dream and as soon as I opened my eyes, I could not go back to sleep anymore and so I quickly got out of bed to eat breakfast downstairs.  It was over breakfast that my dad told me about the event so I immediately called you up afterwards so I wouldn’t forget to ask you about it.  I was delighted when you answered the phone coz it meant that you woke up early too.  By the way, may I ask what your dream was all about?”  Kenneth eagerly asked her.

“Ummm… why don’t you go first and tell me about your dream” Nicole replied.

“That’s not fair.  I asked you first so you should be the first one to give your answer.”  Kenneth insisted.

“I don’t like to share my dream with you…”  Nicole was not going to give in.

“But why? Now I am more curious to know about your dream and why you don’t like to share it with me, hmmm…”  

“Kenneth, don’t you know that you should not share your dream with others, if you want it to come true!  You should guard it safely within your heart for only then will it have a chance to be fulfilled in real life.  So I’ll treasure and keep it in my mind for now…”  Nicole wanted to evade his persistent questioning.

“Is that true? Well then, I guess I would have to keep my dream a secret too, for it to come true.”  Kenneth retorted with a chuckle.

Nicole also laughed for she realized that she and Kenneth were starting to act like little kids again.  Just like in their elementary days when both of them were very stubborn and insisted on getting his or her own way.  It was funny to think that until now, they were pretty much the same.  Nobody wanted to give in so easily and each insisted that they were right and that they knew better. (“@_@”)

Chapter 11: That’s What Friends Are For …

Nicole was excitedly rummaging through her closet, to look for the perfect outfit that she would wear for the Daegu City Textile-Making & Designing Competition.  She had to look her best because she would be one of the judges.  She knew that she had to make a very good and lasting impression not only to the audience and contest participants, but more so to her fellow judges: the city mayor Mr. Allan Kim, the fashion designer Ms. Judith Yu, and Kenneth…

Kenneth??  She thought.  For sure he will just spend his time there ‘ogling’ the beautiful women modeling the beautiful clothes… Then she stopped in mid-thought. Hey wait a minute! That must mean he’s been ‘ogling’ me too??!!

Nicole was deep in thought, with eyebrows furrowed, when her phone rang again.  She was a bit startled by the ring tone which broke her state of reverie.

“Yoboseyo, Nicole speaking…”

“Nicole!! How are you?? It seems like it’s been a very long time. I’ve missed you so much!” Nicole had to hold her phone away at arm’s length for the voice on the line was booming with excitement.

“Cielo, please calm down. You almost gave me a heart attack. I’m fine, thank you. I’m sorry but I’ve been quite busy these days that I wasn’t able to return your calls immediately.”  Nicole explained.

“Busy?? How can you be busy there when you were supposed to go back to your hometown to relax and unwind from the hustle and bustle here in Seoul city?  And what ‘things’ have you been busy with, if I may ask?”  Cielo wondered.

“Well Ms. Cielo, if you must know, I’ve started to learn how to drive…”  Nicole replied proudly.

“Wow! Really? So your dad finally decided to teach you?” Cielo retorted.

“Umm, well actually, it’s not my dad who taught me how to drive.  It’s my childhood friend Kenneth who volunteered to be my ‘driving instructor’.  

“Kenneth? I don’t think you’ve mentioned this guy before. Is he good-looking? Maybe you can introduce this good friend of yours to me?”  Cielo mused.

“Oh Cielo, don’t you have enough handsome men around you there in Seoul that you would need me to introduce you to good looking guys here?” Nicole sighed.

“Hmmm… so you mean he is indeed good looking? All the more that I’m interested to get to know him!”  Cielo replied.

“Well, alright. If you really want to meet him, maybe you can pay me a visit here in Daegu?  I’ve missed you too my friend and it would be great to see you again.  That is if your schedule permits.”  Nicole suggested.

“Really?  You’re not joking right? Of course I would make a way for me to be available to visit you.  Have you forgotten that my top client is currently on leave that’s why my work schedule is not that hectic these days?” Cielo sarcastically replied.

“Ouch! Okay, okay, you don’t have to rub it in… I admit I haven’t been very cooperative with you lately.  And I’m so sorry for that my ever reliable and dedicated ‘road manager and personal assistant’… and my ever loyal and trusted friend.” Nicole added.

“Hey, you don’t have to shower me with flattery all the time.”  Cielo had a wide grin on her face while talking to her.  “Oh by the way Nicole, speaking of work, the modeling agencies have already been hounding and pestering me day in and day out, asking me when my top model Ms. Nicole Jin will be back and when she will surface from ‘hibernation’.  I don’t want to put more pressure on you Nicole but I seem to be running out of excuses to tell them.  Some even threatened to discontinue your contract, or worst yet, to sue you for breach of contract.  I’m really starting to get worried.  What if they will push through with their statements?” Cielo expressed her anxiety.

“I understand Cielo… that’s why after this week-end, I intend to go back to Seoul and resume with work and return to my real world.  I guess my month-long rest or ‘hibernation’ as the term you used earlier, was enough to make me feel rejuvenated and ready to face the cameras again.”  Nicole stated.

“So I’ll clear my calendar of activities for this week and I’ll see you soon okay.”  Cielo confirmed.  “Oh by the way, aside from the modeling agencies and various magazine publications, there is someone here who is also frantically and earnestly looking for you…”

“Yes I know who it is… its Warren isn’t it?”  Nicole guessed.  “I’ve been thinking about him too… about us… and I know I really have to face him sooner or later, there’s no escaping the inevitable, especially when I go back to Seoul.”

“So what do you plan to tell him?  Have you decided on whether to give him a chance to explain and get back together again?”  Cielo inquired.

“I’m not really sure Cielo.  I guess I’ll cross the bridge when I get there.  I’ve been thinking about him while I’m here but my mind is still blank.  I can’t fully decide whether to give him one more chance or to completely let him go. I’m still confused, but I think I will know the answer when I see him again.”  Nicole pondered.

“Well, no matter what your decision may be, you know I will still support you 100% right? That’s what friends are for!” Cieolo said, deliberately mentioning the title of one of their favorite songs in order to make Nicole smile.

“Yes I totally agree… that’s what friends are for!  Now, I suddenly feel like singing again… hahaha… this seems like a ‘musical’ day for me. Nicole remembered that earlier in the day, she was singing along to the tune on the radio and her father even teased her about it.

“Oh, I almost forgot Cielo.  Can I ask another huge favor from you?”

“What is it this time Ms. Nicole?”  Cielo pretended to grumble and rolled her eyes, since she knew that Nicole wouldn’t see her facial expression.

“There is an upcoming special event here this week-end, a textile-making & designing competition, and I shall be one of the judges.  I was trying to find something to wear and couldn’t decide on an outfit from my closet.  Then I remembered this beautiful black dress that the designer Madame Krisan gave me when I modeled for her collection last season.  Do you remember that dress too Cielo?”  Nicole inquired.

“Yes I do. That dress really fits you perfectly.”  Cielo concurred with her.

“I must agree… hahaha!” Nicole laughed at here own remark.  “So if you would be so kind, Ms. Cielo, to please bring along that dress when you come and visit me here, pretty please?  Oh, and also, don’t forget to bring the set of pearl accessories and my white coat too since the air here now is really starting to get chilly.”  Nicole added.

“Yes, it’s already noted.”  Cielo confirmed.  “So I’ll see you soon.  In a couple of days your perfect little black dress and matching white coat and pearl accessories will be specially delivered and ‘hand-carried’ to your doorstep.  Just don’t forget to introduce me to this Kenneth guy, your kind friend, okay?”  

“Don’t worry.  You will surely meet him when you get here, and I’m pretty sure that you will be able to recognize him once you see him.  Oh and Cielo… I really can’t thank you enough for all your help and support… you’re an angel.”  Nicole was slightly teary-eyed upon saying these grateful words to her friend.

“Don’t mention it ‘darling’… have you forgotten our ‘theme song’?”  Both Cielo and Nicole were smiling as they ended their phone conversation, while humming the melody of their favorite ‘friendship’ tune in their minds. (“@_@”)

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me
For sure
That’s what friends are for

In good times
In bad times
I’ll be on your side forever more
That’s what friends are for…

Chapter 12: You Are So Beautiful To Me …

The night of the special event came and the whole of Daegu City was abuzz with excitement and anticipation for the contest that will be the culminating event of the celebration.  The textile-making and designing competition was the yearly event that all fashion designers wanted to join in order to showcase their creations.  At the same time, it was also the chance for aspiring young models to show off their beautiful faces and statuesque figures, with the hope that a talent scout will discover them and give them the ‘biggest break’ of their modeling careers.  

It was not a secret that most of the young ladies in their hometown wanted to be the next most popular and sought after “it girl”, not only in their city, but also in the whole country, and maybe even the world!  And with Nicole Jin as an example, they believed that nothing was impossible.  That fame and success could be achieved if you work hard for it and if ‘lady luck’ was on your side, being at the right place, at the right time.

There were endless flashes of light from the cameras of the photographers covering the festivities.  Some even flew in from other parts of South Korea, to witness and document the event which was getting more and more prestigious every year.  This year was no exception, especially with the new roster of talented designers and the presence of the very special guests and judges:  none other than the ‘home-grown’ talents and successful celebrities:  Mr. Kenneth Yun & Ms. Nicole Jin.  

All eyes were on the ‘couple’ as they arrived on the venue and graced the red carpet.  They strode together, arm in arm, and you can here the gasps and cheers from all of those present.

“Why don’t you remove your coat so we can get a full view of your beautiful dress Nicole?”  One of the photographers shouted and Nicole gladly obliged to this request.  Kenneth helped her remove the long white coat and handed it over to Cielo.

“If you don’t mind holding this Ms. Cielo” Kenneth slightly bowed and politely asked her because she was standing behind them.

“Of course I don’t mind, Mr. Kenneth.”  She reached out for the coat and put it over her arm.  Aaahhh… not only is he extremely handsome, but he is also well-mannered and a real gentleman… Cielo thought of this as she was ‘awe-struck’ again by his strong presence.  She never expected that the ‘good friend Kenneth’ that Nicole was talking about is actually No. 37, Mr. Kenneth Yun of the S.S.S. - Seoul Super Stars.
I’m really glad Nicole introduced him to me.  He is really more handsome in person! And I can’t help but see that they do make a lovely pair… quite a perfect match!

Cielo was not alone in these thoughts for it was also the reaction of all the people surrounding them.  Someone even coined the term “King and Queen of Daegu City” since somehow, they were now deemed and being considered as ‘royalty’ because of their popularity or ‘celebrity status’ and graceful bearing.

Kenneth noticed that Nicole was starting to feel chilly because her coat has been removed and she’s now wearing only a sleeveless dress.  Good thing she had on a pair of white gloves to protect her delicate hands.  So he instinctively placed one of his strong arms around her shoulder in order to provide warmth.

Nicole just kept on smiling and acknowledging all those who wanted to take their picture.  She was accustomed to all this attention because it was her line of her work.  Kenneth on the other hand was more ‘self-conscious’ and he would sometimes just lower his head and give a timid smile.  All those flash bulbs also started to make him feel a bit disoriented.  Nicole noticed this so she whispered to Kenneth to try to make him feel more at ease.

“Smile for the camera Mr.‘Kenneth Cool’… this is your moment.” Nicole teased.

“My moment… What are you talking about? As far as I know, this is your field or territory and I must say that you are doing a great job of ‘hamming it up’ for the cameras.  And may I just add that you look so lovely tonight… like that classic Hollywood actress Audrey Hepburn, with your dress and hair-do.”  Kenneth remarked.

“My, my, my… I never knew you had so much attention to detail Mr. Kenneth Yun.  I’m mightily impressed! Yes, you recognized ‘my look’ ala Ms. Hepburn.”

“Of course! I’ve seen Auntie Andrea watching that film “Breakfast at Tiffany’s” before and I remembered that she had a similar attire and hair style.  And of course I know how to give great attention to detail.  Have you forgotten that I’m the pitcher for the Seoul Super Stars and it is essential for me to have a ‘great eye’ and keen memory in order to remember all those different plays and team strategies?”  Kenneth boasted and stated matter-of-factly.

“Araso, araso!  You’ve convinced me.  Oh, and by the way, you’re not looking too bad yourself.”  Nicole was trying to tease him but she was indeed telling the truth.  Kenneth looked genuinely dashing and debonair in his dark-colored three-button suit that made all heads turn towards him and made the ladies sigh and swoon.

“Now just continue to wave and smile for the cameras for we are only a few meters away from the main entrance.  Then we can relax our faces and rest our smiles for a while.”  Nicole gave him a knowing look and a mischievous smile while Kenneth adjusted his tie and bowed his head again to suppress his laughter.

Suddenly, the sweet melody of the song “You are so beautiful to me” wafted through the air and the music filled the entire hall.  Then the spotlight came upon Ms. Nicole Jin as she entered the room and everybody craned their necks to get a better view.  Some even stood up while giving a round of applause.  
Kenneth happily observed and watched her move and when she turned around looking for him, he quickly came to here side and escorted her to the judges’ seats.  His hand rested gently around her waist and he would often lean towards her to whisper something.  This was not missed by the lens men as they eagerly clicked away and captured every moment of this seemingly happy and heavenly couple.

What Kenneth was actually whispering to Nicole was this:  “I totally agree with the song they selected for your grand entrance. Indeed, you are so beautiful to me, Nicole… and not only tonight…”

The words of the song expressed Kenneth’s admiration for her:

You are so beautiful to me,  
You are so beautiful to me can’t you see…
You’re everything I hope for,  
You’re everything I need,
You are so beautiful to me…

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It was a magical and eventful occasion for everybody present last night.  Especially for all the journalists, reporters and photographers who were eager to ‘spread the word’ about their ‘scoop’ or latest news and hottest discovery.

The headlines on the local newspaper read:  “Top Fashion Model and Baseball Super Star:  Making Beautiful Music Together”  

Along with the headlines came the captures of Kenneth and Nicole standing so close to each other, often whispering, with him always extending a protective arm over her waist, back or shoulder.  Everybody was itching to know the real score between them and they were all trying to be the first one to get the ‘inside story’ or the juicy details of the so-called ‘discovered relationship’.  

Everybody seemed to be jumping into all kinds of conclusions just because they saw them always standing close to one another.  They looked very comfortable and at ease with each other, hence, some even had the outrageous idea that they may already be living in together!

Mr. Jin was perplexed and a little bothered because their home phone kept on ringing since early morning and all of the callers wanted to get a hold of Nicole, needing to get her confirmation on something.  Her dad insisted that his daughter was still asleep and would take their calls and answer their questions as soon as she was ready and available.

The case was similar at the Yun’s residence, where the phone had been ringing off the hook.  The maid was already having a very hard time trying to keep track of all the callers and jotting down their messages and phone numbers, all of which were requesting for a return call from Kenneth.

Both Kenneth and Nicole were aware of the situation of how their presence and ‘public display of affection’ or ‘closeness’ last night created quite a stir.  But they were also still unsure of how to answer directly all the queries since they themselves were confused as to where their relationship stood.  Were they just acquaintances, childhood friends, reunited schoolmates? Or were they already starting to become ‘lovers’ and was there any truth to any or all of the other people’s speculations?!

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The commotion was not only limited or contained in Daegu City.  In Seoul, Warren was starting to have breakfast in his apartment while reading the newspaper when he glanced upon the Lifestyle and Events section.  He almost spilled the coffee when he saw a vivid picture of his girlfriend Nicole in an elegant ‘Audrey Hepburn’ inspired dress and with a tall and handsome guy always standing beside her. When he read the caption on the pictures, it said:  “The King and Queen of Daegu City celebrate their home-coming”

Upon looking closely at the photos, Warren seemed to recognize the man.  When he read the story text again, he got his confirmation.

“Hmmm… that’s why he looked familiar.  He is Kenneth Yun, the pitcher for S.S.S. - Seoul Super Stars baseball team.”  Warren also had a sheepish grin on his face.  Finally Nicole, I already know where you have been hiding.  And it’s a good thing that I ‘found’ you in time! Because by looking at these photos, it’s obvious and quite evident that this Kenneth Yun has been been making ‘the moves’ to woo you in my absence.

Warren kept on thinking of a way to get Nicole’s contact number or land line in Daegu.  Little did he know that he need not trouble himself much for Nicole was planning to call him that day.  She will inform him that she intended to return to Seoul that week, to go back to work, and so that they can finally have a heart to heart talk about their relationship.

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Not even a warm soak on the bath tub or a quick cold shower could take Kenneth’s mind off Nicole.  He knew in his heart that he wanted them to be more than just friends.  Her radiant face constantly filled his thoughts and there was no denying that the feelings he has for her are real.  But just like on the night when he kissed her at their school’s quadrangle, he sensed that there was something (or someone) holding her back.

On Nicole’s part, she already realized that her emotions for him are growing deep inside her heart. The strong attraction and mutual affection is undeniably clear and present between them.  But she is still confused and could not fully proceed to have a relationship with Kenneth, when there are still some ‘unfinished matters of the heart’ with somebody else back in Seoul.  (“@_@”)

Chapter 13: “Return to Seoul…”

It was already late in the evening when Nicole arrived back at her apartment in Seoul. She and Cielo already took the last plane out from Daegu, since they wanted to have a quick travel time and return to the capital city as soon as possible.

Nicole knew that she had so many things to do and so much work to be done.  But first things first… she picked up the phone and dialed Warren’s number.

“Yoboseyo, Warren Kim here, I’m unable to answer the phone right now. Just leave your message after the ‘beep’, thank you.”

Nicole frowned and she looked at the wall clock. It was already close to midnight, why was he still not at home? Where could he be? Nicole thought.  But then she realized that she has been away for more than a month, without any communication with him.  God only knows what he has been up to these days.

She was hesitant to just leave a message because she would have wanted to talk to him personally, now that she has finally decided to break her silence.  She was about to hang up the phone when she heard his voice again…

“Hello, who’s this?” Warren’s voice sounded very low, because he was already sleeping when she called.  “Hello, who’s on the line please? Are you still there?”  Warren persisted to ask while sounding a bit irked since he was startled and awakened by the ringing phone.

“Look, you have already disturbed my sleep, so the least you could do is to please speak up and tell me who you are and what you want!”  He was really starting to get irritated with his ‘silent caller’.  Then suddenly, Warren realized something…

“Hello Nicole, is that you sweetheart? Hello… if that’s you, please speak, please talk to me…” Warren pleaded on the other line.  His tone of voice suddenly shifted:  from loud and irritated, to soft and mellow.

“Ahem…” Nicole cleared her throat because actually, she didn’t know what to say.  She thought that she could figure it out once she heard his voice; that she would feel excited and realize how much she missed him and would be eager to talk to him and see him again.  But somehow, she did not feel that way and her thoughts were still blank.

“Can I come over your place tonight? I’ve been very eager to see you and talk to you for so long.  Where have you been hiding? Your absence almost drove me insane! I’ve missed you so much Nicole.”  Warren’s words were full of emotion but Nicole was still unmoved, she remained quiet and expression-less on the other end of the line.

“That’s not a good idea Warren.”  Nicole finally uttered.  I’m tired from the trip and I had a long day.  Why don’t we just meet tomorrow at the coffee shop across the road from my apartment?  Are you available in the afternoon? I have several appointments through out the morning till lunch time so my only free time will be in the afternoon.  Then I have another round of meetings in the evening so dinner is also not an option. Will that be fine with you Warren?”

Warren was a bit surprised by the ‘nonchalant’ way that Nicole was talking to him;  as if they were not ‘lovers’ or in a ‘boyfriend-girlfriend’ relationship.  She sounded like she was treating him like a simple acquaintance or a mere colleague.  He was deeply bothered by this but he did not pursue the matter. He realized that she needed more time to ‘warm up’ to him again since they were ‘on a break’ or ‘cool off’ period for a month’s time.

“Okay then, I’ll be there at the coffee shop, around 2:00 PM.  I’m eager to see you Nicole.  Thanks for finally calling me.  I’ve missed you so much. I love you.”  Warren stated, hoping for a gentler response from Nicole, the sweet girl that he has been accustomed to.

But Nicole just kept quiet, even after hearing the words ‘I love you’ from Warren.  That’s weird, how come I feel so ‘detached and unmoved?’ Nicole thought again as she hung up the phone after saying goodnight to Warren.

**********

Meanwhile, back in Daegu, Kenneth was feeling so lonesome and restless with nothing to do but mope around since Nicole left.

His younger brother Kevin kept on teasing him about it, so he became more irritated and tried his best to ignore his brother’s smart aleck remarks.  

He was surprised by Nicole’s sudden decision to leave and go back to Seoul that Monday.  He wanted so much to talk to her personally before she left but the press were constantly hounding them, that neither of them could leave the house in peace.  The media people and paparazzi/photographers were all over the perimeter of their homes, eager to catch a glimpse of the ‘famous couple’.  Nicole thought that if they would meet or see each other and then it would be captured on photos, this would spark greater controversy and they would never hear the end of it from the reporters in lifestyle & sports news and talk shows.

They just settled for talking on the telephone for now, to bid their farewells.  

“This is crazy, Nicole! We can’t even leave our own homes in peace.  It’s like we’ve been imprisoned inside our own houses.  It’s driving me insane! Why don’t I just go outside and give them an earful of scolding. Then they can get their money’s worth from staying here day in and day out and stalking us; as if they have nothing else better to do.”  Kenneth was starting to get furious. He has grown accustomed to the media attention he gets back in Seoul because of his status as a popular baseball player. But to be confined in his home, in his hometown, is really quite unexpected and a bit absurd.

“Calm down Kenneth.  That’s exactly what they want us to do:  to get irritated and to speak hastily out of our anger or frustration.  Then soon after, they will be writing an article, ‘quoting’ our supposed remarks; that I said this and you said that, etc. Next thing we know, our statements have already been misconstrued and taken out of context.  Let them speculate all they want, at least that’s all they’ll have.  Words which are just their opinions, based on mere speculations.”  Nicole advised Kenneth.

“Wow, where did you learn all this motivational speech?  It seems that the title ‘Mr. Kenneth Cool’ no longer belongs to me but has been handed over to ‘Ms. Nicole ever-cool’.”  Kenneth’s frown was now replaced by a smile as he listened to her soothing voice.

“Yah right, I won’t take over your ‘title’ mister, I don’t go for ‘left-overs’ or ‘hand-me-downs’! Thanks, but no thanks! Hahaha…”  Nicole started to giggle at what Kenneth just said. And besides, I just wanted to save you from further embarrassment.  

“What further embarrassment do you mean?”  Kenneth was not sure of what she meant.

“Well you know, when they start to ask you the simple questions like: ‘What is your relationship with Nicole Jin?’  How would you answer them?  Do you actually have a clear idea too of what we really are now… at present?  I guess you can give a quick answer that we are just good friends, pals since childhood.  But do you think they would stop asking there?  What if they let you explain the ‘closeness’ they saw in the photos? They would just state that we are denying it, as commonly done by the rest.  So instead of seeking for answers to their questions, they would simply look over that and make their own assumptions.  So what’s the point right? You get what I mean?”  Nicole inquired as Kenneth remained silent on the other end.

“Yes, I get what you mean.  But what I’m curious about is this: if they were to ask you the same question, what would your answer be?”  Kenneth also inquired and it was now Nicole’s turn to be silent.

“Nicole, Nicole! …are you still there?”  Kenneth was worried that she already hung up on him.

“Uhummm… I’m still here… You know what, I just realized that I’m already feeling sleepy… yawn… and Cielo just got out of the bathroom and is getting ready to sleep.  And I tell you, if she falls asleep before me, I would definitely have a hard time to catch my ‘forty winks’ since she is a terrible snorer...”  Nicole kept on rambling in order to evade his question.

Kenneth sensed what she was trying to do so he was trying hard to contain his laughter.  “Hmmm… so you suddenly felt drowsy my ‘sleeping beauty’?  Well then, I guess we should call it a night.  You have a plane ride to catch tomorrow and surely you would be busy packing before your trip.  Are you sure you don’t want me to drive you to the airport?”  He really wanted to see her again before she left.

“It’s okay Kenneth, Papa can manage.  He will be the one to accompany me and Cielo to the airport.  But thanks again for your offer.  You know that I’ll never forget to appreciate all the thoughtful gestures of my ‘kind chauffer’ who also became my ‘driving instructor’.  Nicole smiled as she told him this.

“Arasso!  But remember our deal okay.  When I also return to Seoul, we should meet up and go on a trip somewhere in the city, and it’s your turn to be my chauffer then. Agree?”

“Oh my… you mean I will actually drive your expensive BMW car in the busy streets and major thoroughfares of our capital city?  Whew! Then I better start practicing driving again as soon as I arrive in Seoul.”

“Don’t worry Nicole.  I know you can handle it.  As I told you before, I believe you can do anything as long as you are determined to achieve it, you will succeed. Aja-aja fighting!!”

“Okay, okay ‘Mr. Great Motivator’ Kenneth, I’ll take your word for it. Hahaha… ‘Jal Ja’… or good night to you… and sweet dreams…”

“Yes, sweet dreams to you too Nicole…”  Kenneth wanted so much to prolong their conversation so that they won’t have to hang up the phone.  But he also knew that she needed to have some rest so he already ended the call.  

As Kenneth thought of Nicole every night since she left, he would always whisper these words in his mind: “think of me… as I dream about you…”

Chapter 14: “Return to Singleness”

Warren arrived at the coffee shop 2PM sharp. He didn’t want to be late on his date with Nicole.  He had to get back into her good graces for him to have a chance to have his sweet, caring, and loving girlfriend back.  Last night on the phone, her voice seemed so distant and unattached, almost like they were strangers.

After a few minutes, Nicole arrived wearing a white sleeveless top with matching white skirt.  She donned a thick floor-length coat over her white ensemble.  As she entered the café, she removed her coat since the heater inside the place was already turned on. She looked so stunning and statuesque with her long slim legs being accentuated by her short and slim skirt.  As Warren caught a glimpse of her, he was reminded again of what a ‘knockout’ beauty his girlfriend is, and that he should have never been stupid to fool around with other girls when he already had precious Nicole in his arms.

When she saw him, she stopped in her tracks for a while and tried to compose herself.  If last night, she seemed ‘emotion-less’, now she was suddenly feeling nervous;  as if there were butterflies fluttering inside her stomach. She saw the way that Warren was looking at her and somehow she felt uneasy and self-conscious.  He stood up as she walked near the table, wanting to embrace her.  But Nicole took a step back as if to evade this move from Warren.  So he just gave her a quick peck on the cheek as a gesture to welcome her back.

“Hello Nicole, you look so stunning today.  I think your vacation did you well.  You look so radiant and well-rested.  I must say that you look so lovely.”  Warren beamed as he delivered these words of praises towards her.

“Warren, please stop with the flattery.  I just needed to look my best today because I had a series of appointments, meetings and “go-see” sessions with different clients this morning.  I had to make a good and lasting impression with the fashion companies and ad agencies, lest they scold me or worse yet, sue me for taking an “L.O.A.”(Leave Of Absence) in such short notice. This way, I get to keep my job and avoid their barrage of questions and queries.”

“And I should say that your tactic was indeed very effective.” Warren interrupted. “Looking at you as you walked in, as if a goddess or an angel suddenly appeared, so all heads turned and all eyes were on you sweetheart.”

Sweetheart… it’s that word again.  She knew it was supposed to be a term of endearment, but now, instead of feeling endeared to Warren, she suddenly felt the uneasiness again, crawling in her skin.  

“Shall I order for you? What would you like? Oh I know, I’ll order a cup of coffee and your favorite dessert:  Strawberry cheesecake, right? ... Or was that blueberry cheesecake?  Aish! I’m getting too forgetful lately… or maybe it’s just because I’m so excited to see you again, and maybe a bit nervous too.”  Warren wanted to try and lighten the mood to reduce the ‘awkward-ness’ between them.

Nicole just looked at him and realized something anew.  Hmmm…I guess he was never really paying much attention to what I’ve been telling him before.  She simply shrugged her shoulders and shook her head and replied to Warren:  “Its brownies… my favorite dessert; and strawberry cheesecake:  that’s my dad’s favorite.  I just order it often coz it helps to remind me of him.  But if you noticed before, it would always be Cielo who’ll take home the cake or eat it at the apartment.  But anyway, don’t bother ordering dessert because I’m still feeling full with the hearty lunch that I ate. Just a cup of coffee would be fine, thank you.”

Warren was speechless.  Here he was trying to score ‘good points’ with Nicole but it backfired on him.  After ordering coffee from the waiter, Warren faced Nicole again and started to ask the questions that have been bugging his mind since the time that she left and went “A.W.O.L.” (Absence With Out Leave).

“Nicole, what happened?  Where have you been? Why did you suddenly leave without giving me a chance to explain?”  Warren was ‘doe-eyed’ and a pleading expression was on his face.  But Nicole was still unmoved and she just frowned at him.  She wanted to yell, to scream at him, but she tried her best to compose herself and lower her voice.  

“Explain? You wanted me to let you explain! What more explanation could you give me after I saw that picture sent via MMS to my mobile phone… a picture of you kissing another woman! Surely there was a ‘logical’ explanation for that, huh??!!”  Nicole’s eyes were glaring and tears were about to fall no matter how hard she tried to hold them back.

“That girl meant nothing to me Nicole.  It was at a party for this new product being launched.  We already had some drinks and everybody was starting to get drunk and feeling tipsy.  This girl dared me to kiss the one whom I found the most attractive among them.  She suddenly leaned close to me and started to kiss me; so without thinking, I kissed her too. I’m so sorry Nicole.  I know it was so stupid of me.  I never should have flirted with her.  I was not thinking straight. And I didn’t know that one of her friends had a camera on her phone and mischievously took the picture.  But it was all just a game, a joke.  For sure, if you were there at the party, I would have chosen to kiss you and no one else. You know you’re the most beautiful woman for me Nicole; and the best thing that ever happened to me.”

“The past weeks that you’ve been gone, I was miserable.  Everyday I would pester Cielo to give me your number and tell me your whereabouts.  But after a while, I stopped asking her because I realized you wanted breathing space and time to think things over.  But I knew that eventually you would come back and we will have a chance to talk and clear the matter.  I love you Nicole, very very much.  Do you believe me?”  

Warren’s litany of words descended upon Nicole and she suddenly felt a massive headache coming up.  But greater was the pain deep inside her heart when she realized that Warren was not even slightly aware of the grave pain that he caused her.  That for him it was all just a stupid mistake from a foolish game.  That just a simple sorry from him would make everything alright.  He could not understand that it was too difficult to trust him again after this happened and that she would always be wondering in the back of her mind what Warren would be doing each and every time that they were not together.  

She just didn’t want to have that burden resting heavily on her shoulders. For her, over and above the love, a relationship should be based on mutual respect and trust and loyalty to each other.  And with this negative episode in their love life, it was already too difficult to regain the trust she once had on him.

“Warren, I hope you realize that what you did really hurt me so much.  And the way that I found out about you kissing another woman hurts me even more.  Do you remember that we were supposed to have dinner that night to celebrate our first anniversary? Then you told me that you were going to be late because you had an emergency meeting with this company; the same company who sponsored this particular party where that kissing incident happened.  Then out of the blue I receive a picture message of you kissing another girl.  Do you realize how disturbing and devastating that was? And now here you are trying to explain to me that everything was just because of a stupid prank or a bad joke? My goodness!  Is that what our relationship is to you, just a simple joke?!”

“Am I supposed to just laugh out loud and pretend like nothing happened?  What will happen if you get drunk again at another party? Will I have to get used to the habit of receiving anonymous messages with attached pictures of you kissing other women and flirting with other girls?  Obviously, there are those who purposely want to hurt me and I think they would never stop until they have ruined either:  my disposition, my career, or our relationship.  They are using you to get to me and if only you would have been more sensitive, you would have realized that.  Instead, you are so busy cavorting with other women and relishing in the attention they are giving you that you have neglected to nurture our relationship.”

“Yes, you say you love me, because you love having me around, always ready and available for you; always giving way to you and your schedules.  But when have you ever considered me first, when have you really missed me? Only recently when I suddenly left without a word?  But what could have happened if I didn’t find out about the incident, if I didn’t receive that MMS? Then maybe you would still be going on with those ‘activities’ of yours while I would always remain as the doting girlfriend by your side.  Well excuse me Warren, but I think I am worth more than just a ‘trophy girlfriend’ or a ‘wallflower’ ornament you would safely keep or securely put on display.  We’ve been together for a year and you can’t even remember the simple things about me… like my favorite things… not even my favorite dessert!”

Nicole matched Warren’s declaration with her own tirade of words.  She finally released everything that was deep inside her heart.

“Whoah! Calm down Nicole.  I regret to say that I never realized that you actually felt this strongly about me; that you found me so offensive and repulsive all of a sudden.  What happened to you? You were just away for several weeks and now you’ve completely transformed.  As if I don’t know you anymore.  Where has my sweet girlfriend Nicole Jin gone?  Now you are like a ‘tigress’ who is so eager to attack and fight with me.  Even with just the petty things like forgetting about your favorite dessert?”  Warren was starting to get confused and perplexed by the changes in Nicole.

Nicole rolled her eyes and stared at the ceiling for a moment before gasping for air as she started to speak again.  “It’s not about the dessert Warren, it’s not about it at all.  Gosh! How can you be so ‘dense’?  What I mean is you never really paid attention to me and what I wanted or needed in this relationship.  It was all about you.  How you helped me in my career, how everybody said that I would never be in this business if not because of you, etc. etc.”

“And somehow I think you believed them.  That it all went to your head and that’s why you took me for granted.  Well, I believe I’m worth more than that Warren.  And I know I can make it on my own.  Thanks anyway for all the help and pointers you gave me about the modeling world.  It surely gave me a bird’s eye view on what to expect, what to be cautious about, and what to be wary of.”  

“You may consider me as just a simple girl from a small town with wide-eyed wonder about the modeling scene here in Seoul when you first met me.  But I think I’ve already passed that stage Warren.  I believe it’s time to broaden my horizons and reach for my dreams.  To try my best to achieve my goals without feeling ‘entrapped’ because someone wants to keep me ‘bottled-up’ just so he can keep me as is, to remain as a sweet and timid girl for him.  I need to realize what I want and what I really need in life.  And eventually, to be with someone who values my abilities and believes in my capacity.  Someone who can share my joys and compliment my successes, and not compete with me…”

“Someone like Kenneth Yun?!”  Warren interrupted her again.  “Is that why you suddenly changed? Because you’re boasting about this guy who’s suddenly showering you with too much attention that you suddenly feel so special?”

Nicole was surprised at his comment.  How did he know about Kenneth?  She pondered.  But then she realized that it must have been because of the wide media coverage of the fashion show / textile-making event or contest back in Daegu that ‘exposed’ their pictures to the public which gave Warren an idea.

“You know Warren, before, I was so proud to wear that engagement ring you gave me, and you even made me promise to never remove it.  I thought that you were so eager to tell everybody that we are already engaged and that we loved each other deeply.  But now, it seems that you only wanted me to keep on wearing that ring so that you can tell everyone that I already belonged to you…”

“I’m a human being Warren, not a property you should own and put a ‘label’ on.  That’s why you never wanted me to remove the ring… and that’s why you were so bothered when I left without a word… not because you were afraid to lose me because you loved me very much… but because you never could fathom how I could leave you… how someone would say goodbye to you.  But I’m now saying it again Warren… goodbye…”

With that word, Nicole stood up and grabbed her coat and bag, then headed for the door.  She didn’t look back as she left and Warren didn’t stop her either.  He just sat there silently, trying to digest everything that Nicole has revealed and put into his attention.

Chapter 15: “Return to Sincerity…”

Nicole buried herself in her work during the days that followed after her break-up with Warren.  There was already a buzz going around the fashion circle that indeed, Warren and Nicole’s relationship was on ‘shaky ground’ that’s why she went on a month long hiatus.  Now that Nicole was back in town but they haven’t been spotted together since her return, it seemed that the rumor about the ‘prince & princess of the ramp’ was true.  That they have actually broken up.  

There were mixed reactions from the people in the industry.  Some were saddened because they believed that they were a lovely pair.  Others felt that they were not surprised about the news coz they perceived that the couple was mismatched from the start; that she was too sweet and quite naïve for him and that he was too much of a suave ‘smooth operator’ for her taste.  

Nicole decided to just keep mum about the matter and whenever the reporters would hound her for answers, she would safely reply that her main priority now is to concentrate on her job; to be the best and to excel in all her projects, with diligence, dedication and hard work.  

On the contrary, it seems that it was Warren who was willing to ‘let the cat out of the bag’ or ‘spill the beans’ about the real status of their relationship.  One night, Nicole was flipping channels on the remote control when she chanced upon an interview of Warren for a lifestyle magazine type of show.  His comments there definitely put the final the nail on the ‘coffin’ of their relationship, so to speak.

The host asked him directly if the rumors were true that he and Nicole Jin have broken up.  Warren’s answer almost made Nicole fall from her seat.  “Yes, it’s true that our relationship has ended and that our engagement is definitely off.  But all I can say is that: ‘one woman’s loss would be another woman’s gain’...”

Nicole’s mouth was agape as she could not believe her ears!  It was as if another person was being shown on T.V.  Not the Warren that she knew who was the one dispensing this kind of remarks to the viewing public!

As fate would have it, Kenneth was also tuned in to the same channel at that time and he heard everything this Mr. Warren Kim said.  

So that’s him, the person who has been preoccupying Nicole’s mind since she returned home to Daegu; the reason why she’s been acting so cautious and wary of being close to me.  This guy… this jerk broke Nicole’s heart, and he even has the nerve to broadcast it on national television.  Kenneth was deep in thought as he instinctively dialed Nicole’s number.

Nicole couldn’t stand to watch Warren’s interview anymore, so she quickly changed the channel and suddenly the sports network was in sight. And what a pleasant surprise it was when what she saw was a familiar handsome face.  

There was an advertisement featuring the Seoul Super Stars baseball team, and of course, star pitcher no. 37 Mr. Kenneth Yun was included in the ad.  Her furrowed brows suddenly disappeared and an impish smile was now expressed on her face. 

Then as if on cue, her mobile phone rang and when she checked the caller I.D., it was none other than the photogenic athlete.

“Annyoung Haseyo…”  Nicole answered her phone.

“Hello to you too Ms. Nicole… how are you? What have you been doing lately?”  Kenneth asked.

“Oh, nothing much, just lounging around in my apartment, watching television…”

Nicole’s reply worried Kenneth.  What if she also saw the recently concluded guest appearance of Warren in that show?  She must be feeling terrible now.  How I wish I was there beside her to comfort her.

“And what have you been watching?”  Kenneth asked further.  He wanted to gauge from Nicole’s reaction if she had also seen the nasty interview.

“Nothing in particular really, I’m just surfing through the channels… Oh! but this channel caught my eye because I suddenly saw a familiar face…”  Nicole answered.

“Oh really, and what channel might that be?”  Kenneth was getting more pensive because he was expecting that Nicole would say that she saw her ex-boyfriend being interviewed on T.V. and saying hurtful and unflattering words.

“Make a wild guess?”  Nicole was suddenly in a playful mood.

“What? Hmmm… let me see, is it the News Channel?”

“Nope, guess again.”  Nicole teased.

“Ummm… oh I know, I’m sure this is your favorite channel.  Is it the cartoon network?”  Now it was Kenneth’s turn to tease her.

“What do you mean that’s my favorite channel? Of course not! And your guess is wrong again.”

“Okay, I give up… what is it?”  Kenneth didn’t want to make any more guesses because his tongue might suddenly slip and he just might blurt out that he thinks she saw the lifestyle network and that she saw Warren’s interview.

“How could you not guess it right when it was you whom I just saw on screen?”  Nicole exclaimed.

“Huh…”  Now it was Kenneth who was confused.

“I was referring to the Sports Channel.  I saw this advertisement for a clothing brand.  I believe it’s the one sponsoring your uniforms.  So I was able to see none other than Mr. Kenneth Yun, jersey no. 37, doing a product endorsement on T.V.  And I must say that you are a natural ‘model’, such an effective endorser.”  Nicole complimented Kenneth.

“Oh that?  You don’t know how many hours & how many ‘takes’ that took in order to complete just one short commercial?  But what am I saying? Of course you know how long these things take and how tedious it can be.  It’s your territory, your line of work… you are already used to these things...”  It was Kenneth who was rambling this time.

“Oh by the way Kenneth, why did you suddenly call me tonight? What’s up? Is anything the matter?”  Nicole already wanted to change the topic.

“I just missed hearing your voice, that’s why I suddenly thought of calling you.”

“Really? You missed just my voice??”

“Yes… and no… Yes, I did miss your voice, and no, not only your voice but I missed seeing you.  For the past month, we spent time together almost everyday.  But lately, my days here seem to be dragging along so slowly.  I can’t wait to go back to Seoul so I can see you again.”  Kenneth stressed his longing for Nicole’s presence.

“Well, the holidays will soon be over and before you know it, you are already on your way back here.”  Nicole tried to reassure him with these words.

“By the way, speaking of the holidays, where will you be spending Christmas time, and with whom?”  Kenneth was curious about this so he asked her directly.  

“Well, I guess I’ll be busy with work! And after that, I will just hang around with Cielo and her family, and some close friends…”  By the words:  ‘some close friends’, Nicole was actually referring to Warren and his buddies.  That’s how she spent last Christmas, when she was still with Warren of course.  But now, this year would be different.  She suddenly realized that if Cielo would have other plans, then she will most likely spend Christmas alone.  And that thought made her shudder a bit.

“Returning home is not option since I already advanced my vacation leave last month.  I had several pending commitments when I left, that’s why I am determined to complete these projects before the year ends.  

Kenneth recognized the sadness and loneliness in Nicole’s voice so a brilliant idea suddenly struck him.  

“Well, how would you like to spend this Christmas with us?”  Kenneth said.

“What?”  Nicole was confused.

“Since you said that won’t be able to come home for the holidays, then it will be ‘home’ that will come to you!”  Kenneth explained.

“What? I still don’t get it.  How will ‘home’ come to me?”

“Simple.  It would be me and your dad who will be going there to Seoul to be with you this Christmas.  We’re just reversing the process since you will be tied up at work, so it will be us who will come to you.  Arachi?”  Kenneth was now excited with this new plan brewing in his mind.

“Are you saying that you are willing to go cut short your vacation and return here to Seoul for Christmas and you would even be bringing my dad along?”

“Yes, that’s right!”

“Are you serious Mr. Kenneth Yun?”

“I’m ‘dead-serious’ Ms. Nicole Jin.”

“Oh my gosh! That’s great. My dad would be so delighted.  Wait a minute, I should tell him about it first, what if he doesn’t agree?”

“Nicole, I’m willing to bet that your dad will definitely agree once I tell him about this plan.  It’s like hitting two birds with one stone:  He will not only have the chance to spend Christmas together with his darling daughter…; {He also gets to spend quality time with his future son-in-law…}”  

Kenneth only whispered the second part of his statement about Nicole’s dad spending quality time with his future son-in-law that Nicole asked him to repeat what he just said.

“I said:  He will also have the chance to go on a vacation and see and experience the sights and sounds in Seoul.”  Kenneth purposely changed his second answer to Nicole.

“Oh I see… wow! You just don’t know how much you made me happy Kenneth.  I’m so excited!  I just might not be able to sleep.  I can’t wait for dad to come here, thanks to you of course.  It’s another wonderful gesture Kenneth.  You’re really a great and generous…”

“…Friend?”  Kenneth finished Nicole’s statement for her.

“I was going to say: …great and generous ‘man in my life’… because I know you’ve become an integral part of it Kenneth… I’ve just been through a lot lately and in due time I will be able to share them with you… but for now, I’m certain that you are special and dear to me… and my sincerest thanks again, for everything…”

“You know how I feel about you Nicole, and I would never rush you into making any decisions or statements if you still feel unready to do so… I’m just glad whenever I’m around you… when I hear your voice and your contagious laughter, it makes me smile too…  You’re such a vibrant person that’s why I delight in seeing you happy, always…”

Nicole felt the sincerity in Kenneth’s voice and the genuineness of his words.  Something that she was unable to sense in Warren’s words when she talked to him that fateful afternoon in the coffee shop a day after she returned to Seoul.

She beamed as she bid Kenneth ‘Jal Ja’ (goodnight) and sweet dreams.  

She could not wait for Christmas time to come soon.  Not only because she will see her father again, but also for the chance to have a heart to heart talk with Kenneth.  Hopefully this time, the hazy cloud of uncertainty hovering over them shall already be lifted.  

She also wished the same thing about her constant dream: that the silhouettes of the couple walking hand in hand while watching the sunset would finally be illuminated; to remove the shadows and finally reveal that their true identities are the ones she had hoped them to be.